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HELLO ME, BUT WHO ARE YOU? Mood

Monday, May 26, 2008 | A General Update story

As I sit at my breakfast table in the cool of a holiday"s late spring morning, I think hello me but who are you. I'm a mother , friend, lover confidante, a sinner not a saint. Who am I?I dig deep within myself to try to undrestand these complex feelings but nothing yields contentment.

I feel like a trilogy, but I haven't read one of the book's, so understanding the whole is an impossibility.Are we the Masters of our Own Fate or merely just captives of fate , I do not know.I am torn between lives ,in the middle of life and death, yet the ocean is calm now , like the eye of a hurricane. I wish I had a better understanding of me and what I need to do, in order to not make others lives tossed and torn .I guess that is where fate plays it's role ,on the stage of life, but I hope I am playing the starrring role, and fate, is simply a member of the cast of MY LIFE AS I KNOW IT-comedy/drama/tragedy.

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with the wind blowing in different directions its difficult to excatly say where we belong..destiny fate luck all are parts of our life enjoy the good they bring us but dont whine too much over the losses in life..my own theosis is you are better getting on with your life not feeling sorry but moving the pain away and making inroads to what the world and its creator might yet deliver..

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You're doing just fine Steph. Be proud of who you are. Many would never have survived what you have and still be able to smile and look for friends and reach out. Hope all is well. Ly, Lisa

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