Journal Entry for November 10, 2007
NOT TO BE LITTLE MY FRIEND FROM ANOTHER COUNTRY, BUT WHEN I HAVE ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT FRIENDSHIP IS ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF LIFE, I FIND …
is feeling Bad
I AM 47 YRS OLD, THE ONE THING THAT I FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF IS THAT I HAVE ALOT OF LOVE TO OFFER AND FRIENDSHIP IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF LIFE AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED BECAUSE WITHOUT FRIENDS WHO WOULD WE TURN TO WITH OUR DAILY TROUBLES IN LIFE? I ALSO NEVER EVER GET TIRED OF HUGS IN GIVING THEM OR RECEIVING THEM.
FRIENDS, GRANDKIDS, FISHING, CAMPING, CREATING PICTURES ON THE PC, ANGELS, UNICORNS, SCENERIES
NOT TO BE LITTLE MY FRIEND FROM ANOTHER COUNTRY, BUT WHEN I HAVE ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT FRIENDSHIP IS ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF LIFE, I FIND …
WENT TO SEE MY THERAPIST TODAY. DIDN'T REALLY GET MUCH OUT OF IT. MAYBE CAUSE I ALREADY KNOW HOW I SHOULD BE TRYING TO GET BETTER WITH MY …
EVEN THO I GAVE MOM ALL MY MEDS AND I AM 47 YRS OLD AND SHOULD BE ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF THINGS MYSELF I STILL FEEL LIKE SHIT. WHILE CLEANING THE …
TODAY IS MY FIRST ENTRY ON DAILY STRENGTH WEB SITE. A FRIEND SUGGESTED THIS SITE TO ME. I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH THIS SITE JUST CHECKING …
“Never let go of hope. One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself... 'How did I get through all of that?†Hope you have a really great day!
I HAVE BEEN RECEIVING TREATMENT AND COUNCELING FOR DEPRESSION AND AT ONE POINT WAS THOUGHT TO HAVE BIPOLAR BUT THAT WAS LATER DECIDED NOT TO BE THE ON AND OFF SINCE 1988, MORE SO SINCE 1993. I HAVE BEEN ON JUST ABOUT ALL MEDS TO BE FOUND. MOST OF MY SUPPORT IS COUNCELING AND SUPPORT FROM FRIEND. I HAVE HAD EMOTIONAL AND SEXUAL ABUSE FROM MANY MEMBERS OF THE FAMILY AND FRIENDS OF THE FAMILY AS A CHILD.
I AM 47 YRS OLD AND WAS TOLD AT THE AGE OF 4 OR 5 THAT I HAD CMT. MY GRANDMA, DAD, 3 OUT OF 4 BROTHERS AND I HAVE CMT, ALSO MY AUNT. IT SEEMS THE OLDER I GET THE WORSE IT GETS. LATELY THE PAIN HAS BE REALLY DIFFICULT TO HANDLE.
BACK IN THE EARLY 90'S I WAS BULIMIC BUT WHEN ASKED BY MY DOC IF I WAS MAKING MYSELF THROW UP I TOLD HER NO CAUSE I WAS EMBARRASSED ABOUT DOING IT. I WAS HOSPITALIZE SEVERAL TIMES FOR SEVERE DEPRESSION IN WHICH THEY HELPED ME GET MY EATING BACK IN ORDER EVEN THO THEY DIDN'T KNOW I WAS THROWING IT BACK UP AT FIRST. I WAS ON PROZAC FOR DEPRESSION AND PHERGAN OF THE NAUSEA. ALSO WAS PUT ON ALOT OF OTHER MEDS FOR STOMACH PROBLEMS. ALSO IRRITABLE BOWEL SYNDROME.