A year today
i can still feel his grip on my necki can still feel his foot marksi can still feel his rageI can still hear …
blood streams
down my arms
in tears
of pain
of lonelyness
of dispair
they will stop
only when it
is completly drained
from my weakend soul
mind and body.
blood streams down
in a cry of help
that no one can
hear but me
for I am alone,
in darkness
in fear,
I know
it is all my
fault because
I am not strong
enough to break
through the walls
I created to protect
my fragile self.
i can still feel his grip on my necki can still feel his foot marksi can still feel his rageI can still hear …
I am full of fearI am full of dreadI must let people nearBut my limbs are like lead I must allow people …
another busy weakend. good hot weather.