Journal Entry for October 28, 2007
October 28, 2007 8:46pm
I just feel so lethargic right now. I have no motivation to do anything and I feel like I don't care about anything but I know I do care …
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I'm 21 and I'm fairly certain that I have borderline personality disorder. Right now I'm taking a break from school, working at Baskin Robbins, and just trying to get healthy. Eventually I want to go back to school and get my bachelors in psychology. Then, teach my way to my doctorate and then see what I want to do from there.
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Music, movies, theater, musical theater, television, books, choir, psychology, religion, linguistics, animals and cute things
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Journal Entry for October 14, 2007
October 14, 2007 8:18pm
I hate that most of the time I feel like I sound like such a bitch. Even though I have tons of really awesome friends I still feel very …
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Journal Entry for October 12, 2007
October 12, 2007 4:09pm
I like this guy who would not be a good guy for me to date. We both have BPD tendencies and he thinks that he needs to find a girl who can help …
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Journal Entry for October 10, 2007
October 10, 2007 11:44pm
Oh, everyone hates me. I'm a horrible person. Blah. Blah. Blah. I hate this so much. It's so annoying to …
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Journal Entry for October 10, 2007
October 10, 2007 11:39am
My mom's back from France and already pissing me off. I refuse to live the way I used to as a child and the first few years of my adult …
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Hi. How is life in Kansas city?
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Sending a hug to let you know you are loved. I too suffer from bipolar.
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Just ...I know I really know what not feeling real is like. I hope you begin to feel good soon you seem so wonderful.
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i've often felt as if i wasn't real. when i used to have a car i'd be driving down the road and want to just swerve off in to a ditch just to see if i could. like i wasn't really in controll of my actions. then there's times when i don't feel like the world is real. so i feel like i want to break something just to see if it will break.
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thanks so much, I really need them today. Hoping tomorrow will be a better day.
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Close Bipolar Disorder
Mmmm, I don't think I have this anymore. I think it's borderline personality disorder. I could be wrong though.
Treatments
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- I don't take it anymore. All it really did when I was taking it was make me want to sleep all day long.
- Ativan Working / Worked
- It worked but addiction to a substance is not something I would really enjoy.
- Trileptal Not Working
- I don't remember what it did anymore. I stopped taking it. No health care and meds are too expensive.
- Music Working / Worked
- I really would die without it.
Close Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
It helped me to forget what everyone was thinking about me all the time and just do what I wanted when I wanted. How I miss it so.
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)I was diagnosed with bipolar but through the research I've done and knowing myself I really think I have this rather then bipolar. I cycle too often, I either cling to people who get me or, if they betray me, I hate them. I disassociate myself from any situation I feel uncomfortable in. If I'm in anyway stressed out I can't remember anything. I can't recall huge chunks of my childhood and I only have one memory of my dad emotionally abusing me but I know he did it more then the once.
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