Journal Entry for June 16, 2008
June 16, 2008 4:04pm
well...losing the weight is out of the question....for now...
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Shai
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About Me
i'm not a very trusting person (trustworthy, but NOT trusting)...i've built a wall between me and the world. i question and analyze EVERYTHING.
Interests
there are a lot of things that i feel need to be done in my life. i need to prioritize. i need to work on myself, my relationship, then think about TRYING to have children (doctors say i can't).
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Journal Entry for April 11, 2008
April 11, 2008 4:54pm
wow...i haven't been on in about two months now...so sorry. i've been busy. finally moved out of that other place and am now living in …
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Journal Entry for February 19, 2008
February 19, 2008 6:31pm
sorry i haven't been on lately...i've been feeling so...under-the-weather...it isn't even funny...LoL. okay, maybe a little. just feeling …
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Journal Entry for February 6, 2008
February 6, 2008 1:41pm
yesterday, my fiance's dog (a.k.a. our "son") attacked the family cat...not really ATTACKED, but he likes to play, and because he was …
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Journal Entry for February 2, 2008
February 2, 2008 3:44pm
i bought this "journal/organizer" thing for expecting mom's-to-be so that i can keep track of what i'm eating and all that other …
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Hi Shai, Hope everything is going well. Can't wait to hear more about your little one. Do you know if it is a boy or a girl? Any nmes yet? I am so happy for you :) Take care and talk to you soon :) Renee'
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Thanks Shai. Glad to hear your doing well. Can't wait to hear more baby news :) Sending you lots of hugs :) Renee'
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Hey what's up?
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Hi Shai, I am so glad to hear from you :) We are not in our new house yet. We sold our house in San Lorenzo and moved out of it may 28th and are now living with my dad in Hayward until our home is ready in Texas. The builder is building his new home and because of rain there has been a delay. So, until his new home is complete, he is still living in his old home (our new home) and until he moves, we can't move. So far we are hoping for the first week of July to 2nd week. We will see. Please keep me posted on everything :) I am here for you :) Renee'
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Hi Shai, I am back and have internet access, YEAH :) Hope everything is going well :)
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
i've been "sexually assaulted" (i don't like the "R" word) more than once by more than just one person. the first time it happened was when i was 12 and the last time it happened was in 2005.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- i've never really talked too much about it. my immediate family (the only part of my family that knows) only knows about the last experience...and most of the people (who were my CLOSEST friends that i trusted) that know about my "experiences" just don't talk to me anymore... my fiance is the only one that really stuck around.
Close Rape
i've been "sexually assaulted" (i don't like the "R" word) more than once by more than just one person. the first time it happened was when i was 12 and the last time it happened was in 2005.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- i've never really talked too much about it. my immediate family (the only part of my family that knows) only knows about the last experience...and most of the people (who were my CLOSEST friends that i trusted) that know about my "experiences" just don't talk to me anymore... my fiance is the only one that really stuck around.
Open Pregnancy
well, i've been pregnant more than once by stranger (abusers/rapists)...but my doctor just confirmed (11Jan2008) that i'm pregnant!! i'm not so stuck on "how" anymore...even though we've never gone "all the way"...i'm too excited about this...worried, too...
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