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Journal Entry for December 7, 2007 Mood
Friday, December 7, 2007

I truly hope that today is a good day, emotionally.  I do not want to call my wife because I need to give her some space.  I hope and hope that it will give her the time away from me that she needs that everyone has been telling me that she wants.  I know that there may be the possibility that she truly does not want me anymore, but I can not believe that right now.  I KNOW that she loves me......I know she desires my touch.  She has to.  I have been with her since I was 16 years old (she was 17) and there has never been a time that she has not wanted me.  I cant allow myself to believe that now.  I know that I will eventually, but until she shows me truly that she does not want me, I will pursue her love.  She is my angel.....she saved me from a life that I knew I should not have been following.....and I thought I saved her.   I love her with every breath in my body and every beat of my heart.   She loved me the same...... It should not end this way.  I miss my friend. I miss my lover.  I miss my wife.

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  1. Peacegirl

    your wife has no idea how blessed she is to have a loving man as you... I hope she comes to her senses....


    Peacegirl

  2. Christye07

    I agree with peacegirl. I hope she wakes up and sees what is there in front of her face. She's lucky to have a husband like you.


    Christye07

  3. kellyhi

    Pray Brad, pray like you never have before. Pray that she will see what she is doing and come back to you. There isn't a person here that I don't want happiness for, but mostly it is for them to move on, for you, it is for your wife to come home. I know you love her, and I am sure that she loves you, she is confused, give her time. Give her some space. She will come back to you, if that what is meant to be. I will pray for you.


    kellyhi

  4. mdiz3

    Ya know what Brad, I too hope she comes to her senses soon......But for your sanity, it's not healthy to wait forever until she choses what she wants to do. That's just my personal experience talking. You wait and wait for something to change so thi9ngs can be as they were before and in the process, your heart gets broken a dozenb times over becuz of false hope. Please be careful and watch those heart strings of yours! Waiting for a little while is good, but dont wait tooo long......HUGZ to you.....


    mdiz3

  5. JenDavidson

    You just made me cry.


    JenDavidson

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