Journal Entry for February 14, 2007
Happy Valentine's day. I have been in a manic state for the last week so that is why I haven't been able to write and now I am physically sick and my …
is feeling Bad
I am depressed and struggling all the time.
Trying to get through each day. I would like to enjoy things, but I want to be able to get through the days without so much struggle!
Happy Valentine's day. I have been in a manic state for the last week so that is why I haven't been able to write and now I am physically sick and my …
I don't even know what to say. I feel numb and extremely sad. I haven't cut since saturday and I've been back at work for 2 days. Struggling that is …
Well it is another day and I am still here. I at least at the moment do not have the urge to cry or cut so I guess that's something. I wish this grip …
I appreciate everyone's responses it has helped me get to this day. I am doing my best to hang on. My anxiety is rally high and I am trying to think …
Well I made it through to another day. I am still so out there though. I cut again yesterday, but they are only small minor ones. I really can't seem …
(((HUGS))) Happy St. Patrick's day:)
hi hon....i hope your week got better....i've been worried about you and hope you're OK
hey, I had a nice date with my tv last night! haha. hope you are well. let me know if you need anything.
Have a happy V day!!!! hope you have a good day -Love Patty
I have been a cutter since the age of 9. I will be 40 this year. Emotions are really hard for me and being able to express them is unconceivable. As you can see I don't know what works. I have given meds and therapy(individual/group)a shot and right now everything just feels too hard.I don't believe I can ever stop.
I was raped and sexually abuse when I was younger. I made myself the victim for so long. It shaped who I am today and I don't know how to heal and to be the person I should have been before I was violated. I am a cutter and have bipolar I have lived in darkness for so long.
I have been depressed since I was 9yrs old after I was molested. It got worse as time went on. Now I have lived with it for 30yrs and push it down so I can get through days, but then I break. I see no hope in my future. I just do what I can to get through to the next day. 1 day gone another 1 to go...I am diagnois with bipolar and I am a cutter. I have tried all kinds of meds and therapy and was hospitalized once. I attempted suicide 2 times. I got stitches twice for cutting.