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Journal Entry for March 18, 2008 Mood
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Yesterday I just broke down and sobbed.  I miss Jeremy so much (as I do Sam).  I don't understand why this has happened to our family.  All I ever wanted was to be a Mom and now I have lost two of my precious sons.  I feel as if I failed Jeremy.  Maybe I could have prevented his death by suicide, if only I had been paying attention.  I just don't know...but I hate this tremendous wound in my heart and soul...
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  1. Calruby

    I'm so sorry that you're so sad. Shirley, there's nothing we can do if someone wants to end their life. If there was, I would have stopped my dad from taking his. I know how you feel...there's a BIG wound that has left a hole in my heart. It's there everyday. Please know that you're not alone in how you feel. Some days are better than others. But there are people who have been through it. I wish I could say or do something to make you feel better. You're in my thoughts and prayers.
    Joanne in CA


    Calruby

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