Kat887's Journal

I can't believe I'm back at school already. I missed Los Angeles, but I miss Allan now even more. It's going to be another two months until I see him again. It's so frustrating. Like I'm being teased, I have this wonderful guy who loves me and who I love, but I can't be near him. But I'm lucky that I only have to wait two months and that we get to talk on the phone everyday. I am trying very hard to deal with that well and not be too needy and cope with the stress of this semester. I'm starting my conducting classes, so that's exciting but is going to be exhausting, the load is pretty intense. A fellow music student, Kim, and I have made a pact that we will practice four and a half hours every day. Two and a half on voice, two on piano. It's so much, but it's going to be beneficial and it's the only way we will really improve. So I'm just hoping I don't have a nervous breakdown. I am also beginning the job hunt because money is really tight and with no support coming from my parents, I need to stand on my own two feet. So that's fun. Here's to the new semester. I should come up with some resolutions for the new year, at some point. I keep meaning to do that.