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beks
is feeling Horrible
About Me
Im 29, Ive had anorexia for two and half years. I am married with 4 kids. I love to write music, poetry, Im writing my own book, and I love listening to music too. I have a web space page with more about me and ore pictures at http://cid-c3be7b90a513b434.spaces.live.com/. Feel free to take a look
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thanks so much for the friend request. You are beautiful, and i can't wait to learn more about you!!! stay sweet.. love, kay
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hi i am well hope you`re well to nice picture
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Hi. Thanks for the friends request. Yeah, that is a recent pic. It was taken 3 weeks ago when we went to Disney World. I know I'm not at a good place with my weight right now. I know my weight is extemely low, but Ed tells me it's never enough. I do eat and I eat normal food like chicken, pasta, bread. I guess it's just not enough. I'm looking into treatment and like yoou know I'm trying to get an ED scholarship because my insurance does not cover much if anything at all. The only problem that I am now facing is that my b.m.i. is too low for most treatment centers and the longer it takes for me to hear back from the scholarship, the lower my b.m.i. is going to get. I agree with you, it is hard having an ED and kids, but I try not to let my ED interfer with having a life with them. They mean the world to me and I am not going to let ED rob them of the mom that they need. I was looking at yoour pictures and I just want you to know that you are really, really pretty and you have a beautiful family. And the pic that you have posted where someone commeted that you should delete it. Don't. This desease is so real and people need to see what can happen if you let the decease take over.
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I hope you feel better. You look like you have battled but that you have the courage to keep going. Don't give up you are a beautiful person with a lot of life to live.
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yeah ok thanks... at work and its freezing tho! HOw are the kids??
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Close Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaI have had anorexia for 2 1/2 years. Have had 4 hospital admissions in 18 months. Almost died from kidney failure in June this year. Am now trying to recover but cant say Im doing well at it. Its a battle every day. Ive just started seeing a new therapist and I have a lot of hope pinned on her. I need someone to help pull me out of this black hole Im in. I have 4 very beautiful kids who are my motivation to keep getting out of bed each day.
Treatments
- Dietitian Consult Not Working
- Group Therapy Not Working
- Outpatient Treatment Program Not Working
- Prozac Not Working
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Support from Friends & Family Considering
Close Hemochromatosis
I am a carrier of hemochromatosis. My dad and grandmother both had it. I have high iron levels but not high enough yet to be bled.
Open Color Blindness
I am a female and am color blind. What makes me very rare other then being a female with it is that my dad never had it and both my twin and I do. I am color blind with greens browns reds purple and blue. My 7 year old son is color blind to. I know my 9 year old daughter isnt and Im not sure about my 2 year old and 4 year old yet.
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