0Well I know now why I hurt sooo much lately. It's the Fibro which is full blown now!! I can't get a full nights sleep because of my cat. She starts screaming from 6AM (when my Mother gets up and comes downstairs - that cat has a clock in her head because she sits there waiting for her and when my Mom eats she eats) all morning long until I wake up and then she sort of stops. She screams when she has to go to the bathroom. I have to take her to the vet next month and do I have a lot of questions to ask him. Well because of lack of deep sleep all these months I am hurting like crazy. I saw the rhermatologist last month and every pressure point she hit to check for that "conditon" (they won't call it a disease -don't know why because it's stupid) which comes from your nervous system being wacked up, I almost hit the ceiling every time she touched me. I didn't realize how much pain I as in until she did that. I guess I have been doing my usual routine - try to ignore it and get on with it. I hurt from head to toe. She gave me a script for a pain medication that I can take anytime I start to hurt. The name of it is Tramadol. I can take that any time I have pain - doesn't matter if I took it a half hour ago or 10 minutes ago. I hope it works. But besides that I have some great news. I have been approved by 2 places and they both were able to get loans for me. I was "approved". I have to have at least a 2500 deposit for the one place and the other one I don't know yet. I applied somewhere that is closer to home also and I am waiting for a reply. Right now I am so anxious to get a vehicle to put the adaptive equipment on that it's unreal. I don't want to have to wait 2 hours in the heat anymore. (That almost happend to me last week and I went in the hospital because of the heat once - heat is not good for anyone and even worse with someone with MS). I want to be able to go somewhere and not hurt because 14 other people had to be picked up, dropped off, picked up and then dropped again. I hurt so bad from that horrid ride I was crying that night into the next morning. I want to be able to roll out of the house and get into something and be there on time, etc. I miss the freedom of having a car and I will use it to transport anyone else - car pool. I am so happy that this part of my life is on the move and happening. Well I have to sign off and LOL to anyone that reads this. Take care and yak at you soon!! galed7956