tisis45's Journal

i am writing this because i don't feel so well with my life lately. I feel lie my husband doesn't understand how sad I can feel sometimes . I look at myself and just think "I don't know what to do". I feel sad  because all he tells me to do is "deal with it", but he doesn't have to look like this and feel the way I do. I just want to feel better about myself and to get some kind of sympathy from him,but I'm not sure if he will ever be able to give me the true love that I need at times. I don't let my children see me sad at all. I don't want to feel so alone.