WontBeTakenAlive's Journal

The flies are watching me, what i do, how I react, keeping tabs on me, and even when i go out into thee world they still watch me there are other ones out there that watch and record my actions, they attack me at any time and when they land on me they are feeding little nano type life bots into my skin, which later on i feel is crawling under the skin, the flies tell me the outlanders are coming and that they will hurt me if i dont do my missions that they tell me to do, the nano bots are supposed to be able to take charge of certain areas of my body if i am unable to do something as and when they need me to.

I need to do this mission, the outlanders are coming soon and will hurt me if i havent completed it.

There are the voices of the flies and other voices, telling me I need to do this mission, that in order for me to gain control over my life and get rid of my past, my past needs to be dead and buried.

Last time i SH I was in psych ward after a failed attempt, that was in april now i scratched the words DIE BITCH into my arm, but im not suicidal, I dont want to die, this was echoing the voices words and what the outlanders want me to do.