CrazyBeautiful85's Journal

Which is a bloody good thing, ive come so close some days, to deal with it, ive just thrown the urge to the side and said to myself i'll deal with that urge later, and the longer i leave dealing with the urge the more it disappears.

That probably makes no sense what so ever. but hey ho.

Any how I dont need anymore scars, im doing my best to get rid of the ones ive already got, am trying out new ways of hiding them with make up for when im on holiday, now i know it will be useless covering them with make up if i go swimming, but im putting alot of vitamin e lotion on the scars and its helping them to fade away, plus getting the sun on my arms are helping too, as its tanning them. Ok you catch the light on the scars they shine brightly.

But im not ashamed of my scars, they helped me cope through the bad times, now i can deal with things without resorting to self harm.