Ksurbrook's Journal

I am still struggeling with the questions to ask my Dr. I just feel as though i will never get a strait answer from anybody i think tomrrow i am going to the hospitle and asking for all of my paper work every thing they have on me and what ever tests they did i want an answer but i don't think i will ever get one and i don't know how to deal with that. other than that i think today is better than yesterday because i haven't taken any xanax and i feel Okay not good but okay. we are going to bingo with his mom and boyfriend so hopefully this will beable to get my mind off it so i can sleep with out a sleeping pill. well i will prolly write later prolly be worse i am always worse at night