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Sunday, May 11, 2008

Forget all my emails. I am guessing we are threw from the tone of your voice this morning. I will email you no more. I guess you gave up on us. Forget the wedding vows, in sickness and in health or good times and bad times. Removing our wedding band. You can see, I am hurt and torn up inside. Not that you really care, I will be going to the hospital tomorrow and checking into the crisis center. Good-bye.

Last one. Thought of something after I emailed you before I finally fell asleep. I am in turmoil right now. I didn't do it right away, so I aim having a tough time recalling what I wanted to say. I still care about you deeply, but obviously you don't feel the same way. I understand that. I want you to by happy and I mean that. This is with or without me. Will you be changing your name back to Crosson or doing a version of Crosson-Greene. I told you I am in a bad place right now. I have accepted that we are through, if that is what you decide. Lets not wait until I am better to discuss the divorce if that is what you want. I am a big boy, I can handle it. I just want you and the boys to be happy again. I noticed you are going by your nickname, Rae. I am assuming you are sick of seeing my last name. Have you changed the atlantic broadband email, too

I know I have said a lot of things and I know I can't take any of them back. Like I said I am hurt and in turmoil. I will be going to the Crisis Center at the Altoona Hospital tomorrow. I will see how things go and see if I am admitted. My parents are definitely coming up for Luc's game on Saturday and possibly my sister.

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I wish I could make this all go away... I just want to cry with all the problems that seem to be going on in this world.... xxoxoxx I wish I could of more help and support, but I am not in a good place myself right now.... xxoxoxx

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