Journal Entry for March 21, 2008
Happy Easter Everyone.

Widowed a little over 4yrs.Still coping with anxiety. Panic attacks have lessened quite a bit.Depression at times.Still having episodes where I feel wierd, sick, scares me to death.
Crafts, gardening, travel.Always changing things around my house[as cheaply as possibly]
Happy Easter Everyone.
Nite hugs Linda sorry been AWOL..MY LOVE VaL XO
Hope all is well with you Linda..just crawling back.Love vAL XO
Hope that you and little Emily are doing well and have a lovely weekend Linda.My love always vAL XO
Nite God bless Linda...sorry been AWOL bad time awful headache lasted ALL week dare I say it's gone?Hope you're better from virus and enjoying Summertime.Much love vAL XO
Hugs seems to be healing will always keep in touch.How's you? much love vAL XO
I was happily married [26yrs]to the best guy in the world.He died very suddenly over 4 yrs. ago and it is still difficult to accept.I would give ANYTHING in the world if I could just spend 5 more mins. with him.I still tear up daily and wish physically I could feel like I use to.
My husband died very suddenly over 4 yrs. ago and its still very difficult.I miss him terribly.
Taking 1 tab.daily[100mcg]I'm wondering if antone in this group feels sick if you don't wait an hr.or so to eat?Or maybe not drinking enough water when taking med.
These horrible attacks with anxiety came on quite suddenly.I have no idea why but it all started after husbands death.
Almost 4 yrs.since my husband died.Depression has lessened some but still have some bad days.I'm guessing I always will.
I call this the S.A.D.disease.Stress,Anxiety,Depression.All suddenly appeared 4 yrs. ago.The littlest things can stress me out,then start feeling all the physical problems that go along with it.Then anxiety kicks in along with the depression for feeling like this.