Feel like I'm in the Twilight Zone
July 5, 2008 9:08pm
I wanted to write this down because it's just too weird and I'm trying to analyze it and figure it out in my head. Jon said to me last …
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veeachjay
is feeling Horrible
I wish life wasn't so complicated....and stressful.....and miserable.....
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About Me
I have been married for 20 years and have 2 kids, a 15 year old son & 9 year old daughter. They are my life. I used to be a special ed. teacher and stay-at-home mom but now I'm working in a retail store. I'm a Christian whose relationship with the Lord is good right now, even though I've been going through a lot of trials.
Interests
My life right now revolves around my kids, work and church. I don't have much time for anything else.
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Kyle Edward Hughes...May he rest in peace
June 26, 2008 11:02am
Thank you all, again, so much for all the prayers and concern you have shown me and my family at this time. I can't tell you how comforting …
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Kyle is with the Lord
June 24, 2008 10:35am
I thank you all from the bottom of my heart. I have felt your prayers and love and I feel that somehow Kyle did, too. He was removed from the …
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My beloved nephew Kyle
June 23, 2008 11:41pm
This is from the hospital care page of my beloved nephew, Kyle: "Thank you for all of your prayers and support during the last several days. We …
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Have a blessed weekend! Thinking of you and pray for better days for you my friend. Big Hugs to YOU. :-)
Hug
Sending you a hug, trying to turn your frown upside down.
Flower
Have a great weekend, Smooches!
Prayer
I am sorry life has been so stressful for you. Hopefully things will pick up for you soon.
Hug
Thank you for the hug - since the tooth I broke is in the front I wish I could find something to put on it that wouldn't look stupid. Maybe I can find some wax and mold it? Sounds stupid I know but I don't have money to go to the dentist right now. I just need something to get through a few job interviews without totally looking like a hick with part of my front tooth missing!!
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Close Pulmonary Embolism
I had a PE in Sept. Was in the hospital for 6 days. I will be on Coumadin indefinitely. Drs. think I may have Lupus. I'm feeling great physically; just get tired more easily.
Treatments
Close Healthy Relationships
My husband is a habitual liar. This has been going on for many years and he has caused stress in our marriage and financial ruin. We've started counseling which may be our last hope.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Working / Worked
- Went twice together, now getting individual
- Patience Not Working
- Considering I've been putting up with his lies for so many years, I think I have been very patient
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Makes me trust in God alone since I can't trust my husband
- Talking Not Working
- He's an extremely poor communicator
- Writing Working / Worked
- This is really helping me to see my feelings more clearly
Open Financial Challenges
For several years, we have been behind in our bills and getting further and further into debt. I blame my husband for his many lies and mismanagement of our money behind my back. He also tells me he's working and earning money when he's actually borrowing it. I'm not sure we will survive this.
Treatments
- Credit Counseling Not Working
- Told my husband to file for bankruptcy
- Cut Up Credit Cards Not Working
- They are maxed out
- Earn Money Too Soon to Tell
- We're both working full time
- Filing for Bankruptcy Not Working
- Husband only filed 2 years ago
Open Breakups & Divorce
I am separated from my husband to give him time to straighten himself out.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- Forgiveness Not Working
- It's so hard to forgive and then be lied to again and again
- Leave Too Soon to Tell
- We are separated
- Love Not Working
- I can't say I feel much for him now
- Music Working / Worked
- Listening to Christian music lifts my spirits
- Support from Friends & Family Too Soon to Tell
- I'm beginning to open up to others
- Talking Not Working
- Yelling is more like it
- Time Not Working
- This has been going on for years
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a RelativeMy 21 year old nephew, Kyle, passed away on Monday, June 23, 2008 due to injuries from a car accident. His best friend, Jeremy, was also killed. I've also lost both of my parents many years ago.
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