Journal Entry for October 25, 2007
I have wrote a letter to my husband and anyone who wants to read it and comment on it you are more than welcome.
Its kinda long but words …
is feeling Excellent
Well I am the mom to four beautiful, precious children who are my life. I am also a junior in college. I am learning to live my life without my husband and I know now that I'm gonna be ok.
I have wrote a letter to my husband and anyone who wants to read it and comment on it you are more than welcome.
Its kinda long but words …
I am new here, but have been reading and wanted to tell you that you really are saying much that makes sense to me. I really understand, or rather relate strongly to what I feel is your frustration... he threw it all away, and now is trying to call you back from the place you never wanted to leave! The irony of all of that is almost unbearable to me, even as an onlooker. All this hardship you have been through, and heartache, and it sounds like you are afraid to trust him again. It is difficult, but at least you have choices in the matter and your challenge will be to know your own heart in this matter. i hope that soon you will feel more peace and things will be clear.
He's trying to hurt you with no regard for the kids. Its really hurting them too. Make sure you make note of that - its not healthy (about the baseball game) its cruel. And no one should be taking those children anywhere except you or him. His girlfriend or wife - she has no right to do it unless it was an emergency where any adult had to step in.
Thinking of you and hoping you have a good day.
I hope things are going well with you. Hugs
Hey, I was just wondering how it was going for you. It seems to go okay for all then all of a sudden every problem you can think of comes up. Are you doing okay, How's the kids? Is your oldest being better towards you? Let me know how goes the battle?
My husband and I have been separated since Sept 30, 2007 when he told me and the kids to leave so he could then move in his girlfriend and her two kids. Things are starting to get better and I see that I can be happy without him.
I am separated right now as of Sept. 30, 2007. I will be filing for divorce soon and working on custody issues of our 4 children. our kids are 6,5,4, and 1.