2nd Interview
July 25, 2008 8:24pm
Ok. Many of you have been sending me messages asking about my 2nd interview.
It went very well. This time it was 3 people hammering me …
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LEARJETCHICK
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2nd interview went very well on Thurs. Now the waiting game begins.
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About Me
Bi-polar and depression struggles. Have issues with trusting men, as too much pain in the past. In the process of ending a marriage with abusive spouse that is an alcoholic.
Interests
I am a TOMBOY through and through. Love sports and any outdoor activities. Brings me happiness so easily.Animals. Any and all. Music. Music is my rescue. People. Love to help people.
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how or why would i be mad? btw i posted a new journal and a few new pics if you get a chance take a look.
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Good to hear from you. Jacob goes with Mom this weekend so I'll have a lot of free time. I hope you are doing well.
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Close Sexual Abuse
Was raped at 14 by a family friend that was still permitted to come to the house frequently. Was told I would be taken away from my mom should outsiders find out. Suffered horribly keeping things bottled up. And suffered tremendous guilt seeing what I put my family through. After all of this, I realize, even as an adult, that somethings you just DONT TELL people. Take it to the grave. I withdrew from everyone. Even as an adult, I find myself in bad situations.
Treatments
Close Bipolar Disorder
Have had ups and downs horribly for as long as I can remember. Diagnosed with B-P 20 years ago. My family was not one to believe in depression or B-P. Didnt help things much. Confidence is shit. I make horrible decisions in my life. Always have. Due to lack of insurance, I am not on any meds currently. No meds makes everyday a struggle to survive let alone BREATH. Especially in my current position.
Open Infertility
Type: EndometriosisStruggled with this disease until I had to have a hysterectomy. Lost my marriage and my hopes of a family. Tears me up everyday.
Open Rape
Raped at 14 by a family friend. They were still permitted to come around and it messed with my self worth, value, and worst, my head. Was later raped again by someone who was a new friend. I remember vividly as my mind went to that same empty place where there were no emotions while it was happening. No nothing. The emotions came after-the-fact. And the guilt set in again. Feelings of being weak. This time I only shared it with one friend. No family. Just one person knows.
Open Breakups & Divorce
Fail in every relationship I have been in. Thought of a new relationship terrifies the hell out of me.
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Open Depression
Never knew depression until I was raped at 14. Downhill ever since.
Open Alcoholism
Dad was an alcoholic. Spouse is an alcoholic. One of my best friends, alcoholic. I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO HELP THEM.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Have been in 2 abusive marriages. Current one is with an abusive alcoholic. In the process of ending this marriage. The pain of being hit has taken its toll horribly on trusting others. I could never hit another human being. Hoping to someday get past this torturous hurt.
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