NicolT’s Profile

About Me

Born and raised in New Jersey. ACOA, Codependent, COE. In & Out of the 12 steps rooms since the late 1980's. I am on a daily journey towards peace & I wont give up...I want peace of mind and to feel BLISS-FUL and know God's will for me more than anything else!! Sometimes I walk with my eyes and heart wide open & sometimes my eyes & heart are closed and I find myself in my cave covered with heavy blankets of fear. When I feel hurt or scared I isolate. What freaks me out is that I am able to breath easy for months at a time and then old wounds fester and open up and I panic and fall back into old patterns or thinking and behaving.

Interests

I enjoy doing anything outdoors, spending time with Laura my partner and all of the the people that I love. I like to read, and watch television RH, AMC & OLTL and As Time Goes By. I also enjoy prayer & meditation and working out on my elliptical when I am physically able to. Truth be told, I believe that I could develop an interest in almost anything. Issue: I wait to be invited outside of the box vs. stepping out on my own. ~ PS I also ejoy playing HIDDEN OBJECT GAMES & CRADLE of ROME on the computer and GUITAR HEREO ON XBOX360.