Songthatssad’s Profile

About Me

Hello Everyone, I am a man living in the south of England, Ive been a musician all my life. I love all kinds of music from Classical, to Drum&Bass! But its what I do, not what I am. I also enjoy Art and restoring Classic cars.Although I find it very difficult to work much at the momment due to depression. I am presently single but I have two beutifull children 3 & 7, Who I See almost every other day & who spend much of the School holidays with me. At the momment they are all that has kept me going these last years, I live, due only to them!....... OK! I suffer with depression & anxiety, I have Hepititus C, I was emotionaly & violently abused by my Mother as a child from as early as I can remember, Things got worse after my Father whom I loved, commited suicide when I was 7. I was eventually put in a childrens home, I was a pretty boy and lost my virginity within days, I was about 12 or 13. After a year of this I ran away & lived in the street. Found work on a boat at 15 and sailed away... Anyway There's been so much more... Cults, Substance abuse, Homelessness, Loss of my first partner & children, ect ect To much to write here anyway. I am presently dealing with my ex who appears to have BPD but is in complete denial. Who alternately stalks me Adoringly... or really wants to hurt me and destroy my life and relationship with my children, Evan after 3 years of being apart? But I can't cut her out completly and walk away because of the kids! Its making me more and more ill. ho hum, But through all this I still believe LOVE is the most preciuos thing we have to give, And the most effective weapon we have against our afflictions.Hugs to all Songthatssad.

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