well things here seam to be still going quite well, my therapist basicly dumped me last night and told me she cant help me anymore with my anger and addiction issues since we have identified them all and came up with better stragadies to deal with them should they arise in the future. my wife and i are both putting extra effort into our marraige and i am really seeing a change in both of us, especialy myself. yes there are a few things we still need some work on. like my inability to really open up and share my deapest feelings with her, and her moodiness. However, the trust and love are coming back and in some ways are better than ever. our trip was like a second honeymoon and i really had a great time just being together for 3 days straight. thank you all for your comments and support.
Ed-- I am so f'ing happy for you. How exciting, to find "it" again. I'm startin' to think I can't, I want to; but, I just don't know. I think I am so embarrassed and insulted that I'm having problems excepting it. I mean, he talked to her (from just what I know) 60 days straight. They couldn't even go 1 m/f'ing day without contact. The more i think about it the madder I get, the more hurt I am. I mean EVERY day. I didn't mean enough to him to give me one day (out of 60) to myself. Sorry, having a "moment", enough about me; enjoy the holidays; you have SO much to be happy and thankful for.
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