Journal Entry for July 11, 2008
July 11, 2008 12:53am
today was fun. i woke up early and went to the grocery store to buy things for this bbq i helped plan for tomorrow. right after that i …
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ktladie411’s Profile
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About Me
I am in highschool and my passion is dancing, singing and acting. I want to grow up to be a child psycologist and help all those other kids with anxiety disorders just like my psycologist helped me. I also find the brain, people, and why people do the things they do fascinating. (im not afraid to be a complete NERD sometimes.) My all time favorite show is csi and im obsessed with forensics. im also infatuated with penn badgely and i love gossip girl. im in love with a fictional vampire named edward cullen, and with my genetically larger-than-average bicuspibs, i think i could pull off the vampire thing. i never clean my room and i love being awkward with my friends. i dont like chinese food and i love to dance around my room. there are very few people who dont get along with me. i love rainy days and i love to eat hersheys kisses. im addicted to facebook. i have an open mind for new things (most of the time when anxiety doesnt play a part) and i hate roller coasters..unless you drag me by my feet...im not a prude and im not a whore..i like to tell people how it is and hope everything works out the way i wish it would. xoxo
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Friday
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ktladie411 gave BK21S a Hug 11:39pm
thanks. :) have a good weekend!!…
Thursday
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ktladie411 gave BK21S a Hug 11:22pm
well thats good! ive been pretty sressed..senior year is killer. i had a big ap bio test today..so we'll…
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ktladie411 changed their mood to Good 5:29pm
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ktladie411 gave BK21S a Hug 5:27pm
howve you been?…
Wednesday
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ktladie411 gave BK21S a Hug 11:13pm
hey have a good day! :)…
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scarring..
July 2, 2008 1:04am
ive been recently thinking about some scarring in my life. i was fourteen..awkward looking because i had anorexia due to my emetophobia enduced …
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distractions.
June 27, 2008 2:32am
so codys done. maybe in like 3 months ill txt him and be like hey buddy whats up?! we're gonna need to hanve a good enough friendship …
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used.
June 19, 2008 12:56am
sorry. its a long story.
ok my bf and i broke up...it was mutual..i could never see him. and im really sad, but its waaaayyyy easier to …
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hysteria.
May 2, 2008 12:20am
today i had a relapse. i went into complete hysteria today.
so different girl now. she came over to MY HOUSE yesterday. she …
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Support Groups
Close Phobia
Emetophobia (fear of vomiting) I technically have non-diagnosed anxiety disorder, but my ultimate fear is of vomiting. I was in San Diego in 2003 and got the stomach flu incredibly badly...i was in the bathroom vomiting 9 separate times that day.
Treatments
- Acceptance Working / Worked
- It has been the hardest, but I have found that i can believe that everything will eventually be fine. It's just learning to accept you wont die from it.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- i loved my second shrink...she was great..she inspired me to beocme a psychologist when im older.
- Relaxation Working / Worked
- This was a very useful and effective way of helping i thought, because i was able to learn to focus myself of happy places. I am a pro at claming people now in fact!
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- My doctor put me on Zoloft for 1 year. It helped somewhat, but i still had panic attacks occasionally.
Open GERD & Heartburn
I find it really ironic that my stomahc hurts every day from this, and i have a fear of vomitting. I am not exactly sure when the whole acid thing started, but i do know that its hereditary (thank you dear ole dad). I finally understand what the feelings in my stomache are. I tend to get symptoms pretty much every day, but especially when i am on my period or when i am super stressed. Its not so much a problem any more as it is a nuscience.
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- I try to avoid things, but a lot of times i forget.
- Pepcid Working / Worked
- my pediatrician dad hooked me up with this stuff because he takes it for his acid reflux...(gee, thanks dad for the chromosomes)
Open Stress Management
I am constantly trying to do everything. My anxiety can make me stressed, but if i wasn't busy then my anxiety would get 10 times worse. I dance about 16 hrs a week and i go to one of the hardest private schools in the stl area. i am also invovled in an advanced schoir as well as the regular show choir. its hard to handle my stress and i often find myself having mental breakdowns of crying, anger, or depression.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Relativemy grandpa died last october...i know there are toehr people who have it worse and everything with siblings and parents...but it was my first death and i have to say it was really hard. he had diabetes since he was like 30 and i dont think i had ever seen a fighter like grandpa. he was an award winning dentist from stl and he was one of the sweetest people you could ever meet. i miss him a TON.
Open Diabetes Type 1
My 8 year old cousin was diagnosed a couple months ago. My grandpa also just died from it last october. I am really proned to getting it because my other grandpa has type 2 and i am always worried I'm gonna get it.
Open Families & Friends of Gays & Lesbians
My aunt is a lesbian with a pertner and two kids who are absolutely aodrable! My mom used to freak out...and i actually did too..but now i accept them for who they are and it doesnt really bother me that much.
Open Environmental Allergies
Aleergic to pollen, ragweed, and grass.
Treatments
- Allegra Working / Worked
Open Scoliosis
ktladie411 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Teen Sexuality
idk my love life confuses me. if you REALLY wanna hear about it..tell me and we can chat.
Open High School Stress
last year my dad pressured me a lot because he pays a lot of money for me to go to this exclusive single sex private school. and when i came out with a 3.2 gpa he got mad...really mad...and has ruined my self esteem and love for school and learning. i always feel like i have to be a perfect student, and i just cant, nor do i really want to. i have been moody and stressed and ive only had 2 days of school...help me.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Considering
- i really want to see soemone about this...ive told me doctor about how my dad pressures me, but i am still anxious about it...
Open Healthy Eating
see phobia for more info, but i have been having issues with not knowing how much is too much or not enough...its a long story but thats it in a nutshell.
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- i dance 18 hours a week, and i need calories, but idk how much is too many.
- Dancing Working / Worked
Open Hypoglycemia (low blood sugar)
ktladie411 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
ktladie411 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Military Families
my uncle is doing a confidential job in a confidential location in the middle east/ we know hes safe, whcih is good.
Open Teen Anxiety
ktladie411 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
when i was a freshman i had a boyfriend who emotionally abused me...it never really hit me until now that i was abused...i realize that i am not too touchy feely because it reminds me of him...its kinda scary actually...im trying to work to change it...
Treatments
Open Time Management
ktladie411 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
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Groups
shoulder to cry on
RELATIONSHIPS 101
Anger Ranting Venting
The Anxiety and Phobia Workbook Support Group
Teens Together
Teenage Girls with problems
Emetophobics
Victims of anxiety and panic attacks
Eating Disorders Awareness
everyminute.org Accelerate Mental Health Research
The offical Twilight group
Wicked Fan Club!
Justins Anti Sex Predator Militious League
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