Journal Entry for June 23, 2008
June 23, 2008 11:29pm
I am doing much better since my last post. I was very depressed that day. Life just gets hard sometimes. Thank you to everyone who …
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About Me
I like nature and animals. I am currently back in college after many years. I am 44 years old. I am currently married, but considering a divorce. I am filled with fear about divorce, but I don't know how much longer I can live this way. I like to chat with other people online, and to be of some help if I can, and help myself along the way too. So this is a good place to be.
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Journal Entry for May 20, 2008
May 20, 2008 10:24pm
Just sitting here crying, and filling like there is a deep dark hole in my soul. My heart is broken.
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How can I escape?
April 26, 2008 2:44pm
My life is a mess. I can't seem to get my self to get up and try anymore. I started thinking about how I was feeling, and asked myself …
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Journal Entry for December 9, 2007
December 9, 2007 12:39am
Hello Everyone!
For the past couple weeks depression and anxiety have been kicking my butt. I have been fighting the negative feelings but I am …
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Journal Entry for November 12, 2007
November 12, 2007 10:48pm
Hello everyone!! I have been so stressed the past couple days!!! I think I will make it now though. I had to write a paper for my personl …
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hi how are you doing? I have been so busy and not on the computer lately but other then that doing pretty good.
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hey ,u , how u dong? xxx?
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like ur pic hun. xxx.
Flower
I meant to say "horrible" and not "terrible" as I got the two words mixed up from your feeling icon on your profile. More flowers.
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Thanks for the hug and it touches my soul. I have thought about going to college but I am 52 and stuck in my old dog ways. I hope you do not feel so "terrible" as before. Flowers.
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Close Depression
Got married, and got depressed. Thinking about a divorce.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Not Working
- Did not work for me.
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Helps when I feel stressed, and helps me cope.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Positive thinking can lift my mood sometimes.
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- Did not really work for me, but helped some
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- I have tried Prozac, and Cymbalta. Zoloft works the best for me.
Close Breakups & Divorce
I am in a relationship that is mentally abusive and I want out so bad.
Treatments
- Leave Considering
- Would love to start my life over without my husband, and recover from the way he makes me feel
- Music Working / Worked
- I love music of all kinds
- Pets Working / Worked
- I love pets, they comfort my soul
- Reading Working / Worked
- Reading is a good source of information
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- I don't have any friends that I think would understand what I am going through
Open Financial Challenges
I can't seem to get a job that pays enough to live on, I am considering divorce, but I don't know how I am going to support mayself. I have went back to college, but I feel like I am to old to make any real difference. I have skills in accounting and bookeeping, but everything requires a degree. I am good with money and saving, and if I could just get a job that payed more than minimum wage and offer health insurance I think I could make it on my own.
Treatments
- Budgeting Working / Worked
- I like to budget and reach goals
- Earn Money Not Working
- I wish I could get a good job.
Open Anxiety
When I go to bed is when anxity hits me. I start thinking about things and fear just grips me. I am afraid of the future and what is ahead for me.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- Have tried this, does not seem to help much.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Always tring to be positive. It helps
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- helps
Open Stress Management
Feel alot of stress and I don't know how to stop it. I try different things to relax, and they work for a while.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- Shoothing music is very helpful
Open Back Pain
Lower back hurts most of the time
Treatments
- Bedrest Working / Worked
- Helps some
- Chiropractic Adjustment Working / Worked
- Has helped in the past, but is not working now
Open Female Sexual Issues
I just don't like sex. I fell abnormal, but that is the way it is.
Open Shopping Addiction
I think I shop because I am tring to comfort myself. I am in a diffcult marrage. The tempory happiness of getting something I want is kind of a way to cope.
Open Family Issues
Disfunctional and abusive parents. They drive me crazy!They are divorced (its a good thing).
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Helped very little
- Writing Working / Worked
- Helped some
