Proud of myself. for once.
June 26, 2008 11:07am
Im surprised at how well i handled last night. I was so very angry. Instead of SI, like usual, i called my friend. That helped so much! Im still …
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nightkeeper46n2
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About Me
I have been "dealing" with depression/mood disorders since i was about 13. Tried many many different treatments, none really worth a damn. I would like to talk to people with similar issues.
Interests
To keep myself occupied, i enjoy poetry, reading, photography and music....and sleeping.
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July 10
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nightkeeper46n2 replied to bloodyandtornkittie’s discussion post whats ur name game in the Self-Injury support group 11:16am
Nightkeeper - because i feel most comfortable and at ease at night.Im not a big fan of the sun. 46n2…
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January 27
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nightkeeper46n2 turned 27 12:00am
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i think soo... i had a brake down last night but im doing ok i hope u are too sorry that i havent been on in a bit...
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good thank you for taking the time to write me in my abscence
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How have you been my friend?
Prayer
I said a prayer for you. I remember how it was to be diagnosed with hs. Yes, it is so painful. Keep on getting treatment for the pain.
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Are you o.k.?
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have been "dealing" with depression or "mood disorder" since i was 12. And boy, is it a rollercoaster...
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- i was literally a zombie. i also gained about 60 lbs. i was on a zyprexa and effexor combo.
- Paxil Not Working
- I was prescribed Paxil when i was about 18. I dont remember it helping much.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- This one...i think i was 19 when we tried this one...again, no improvement.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- This helps! I need to stick with it. When im upset, this seems to be a great release!
- Zoloft Not Working
- This was the first drug i was prescribed. I was maybe 14? To me, it seemed to make my depression worse.
Close Self-Injury
...Started around the age of 12 or so. as i got older, i thought maybe, it was some teenage angst thing, rebellion of some kind...and that i would "grow" out of it.....and here i am at 27. Guess it wasnt.
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
My doctor told me they are not sure if trichotillomania is an obsessive compulsive disorder, or an impulse control disorder. I started pulling my hair out around age 14. I have always had long long hair. Last year it got to the point that my hair was so thin, i chopped it all off. Another compulsion of mine is counting. Drives me crazy!
Treatments
Open Hidradenitis Suppurativa
I was just diagnosed this past year. I went to the doctor to have these "boils" lanced, and found out what it is. It has been occuring since i was a teenager....god its so painful. I get them under my arms. And i recently noticed when i take antibiotics, it flares up.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I started gaining weight when i was about 4. By the time i was in 5th grade, i weighed 169lbs. I have lost the weight, gained it back, numerous times. In 2002 i went from 230 to 180 doing the quick weight loss diet. Im doing it again now. so far ive lost 6lbs in the last 2 weeks...i know i can lose it again!
Treatments
- Counting Calories Working / Worked
- this also works for me! just gotta stick with it.
- Curves Somewhat Helpful
- didnt stick to it long enough.
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- worked great! this is how you lose on the quick weight loss. I lost 60 lbs in 2002.
- Hoodia Somewhat Helpful
- this helped with my cravings
- Jenny Craig Not Working
- this did not work.
- LA Weight Loss Not Working
- only lost 3 lbs on this one.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- combined with eating healthy, this was great! i felt awesome.
- Slim-Fast Not Working
- no results
- Weight Watchers Not Working
- didnt finish this one.
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