MartinsMom's Journal

This is my Martin on the left.  His last night at Coldstone.  He died 2 nights later.  My son it will be three years tomorrow.  I miss you more each day and the pain has not gone away.  I still think of you when I wake up and when I go to sleep.  I think of you every minute the rest of the day also.  I love you my son and I get so angry that God called you so young.  I feel like I should of had you longer.  I know that was Gods plan but my plan would of still had you here.  I have to start believing that you are in such a glorious beautiful place of peace.  Your body is whole and seizure free.  You are on stage with Shakespeare and most of all you are my angel and I know you love me and will stay by myside.  Please Martin help your Mom get thru tomorrow.  I am sure you know that your girl friend Elizabeth is eating lunch with me tomorrow.  Your friend Justin needs your help Martin he is out of control since you died and I know you know that.  Pray for us all Martin.  I love you...Mom