34hope's Journal

I am trying wrap my brain around the law of attraction. I am trying to believe it and say daily affirmations. I don't want to repeat the same mistakes that I have made in the past. I do forgive John for cheating on me and ending the marriage. This was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. We were not good together. I did attract him and build a relationship based on fear and insecurity. I do deserve better. I really and truly want someone that I can love and feel wonderful with. I want a friend and lover. Someone with the same values and beliefs that I have. I am really trying to move forward and stop thinking about John and Kelley. I don't want to think about them anymore and wonder about their relationship. This is not getting me anywhere. I keep saying positive thoughts but I am having trouble backing up those thoughts with feelings. Well, I will continue on with my journey. I will attract good things to me.