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Been awhile once again since I have been on and writing in my journal. Will I ever have the time to be on here like I use to be ! I miss it so much!!!! I feel as if I never have enough time to do everything I want to do when on here. REad journals, give hugs, comment, look at pictures, help give advice. Now adays I have 10 mins intervals away from baby! She is very demanding !! LOL! Must get that from her father!!!!
She is doing well tho. Very gasy for such a little thang! I swear she farts more than I have ever since someone fart!! And she hates doing it. gets so upset over it! Its actually very cute!!!
She smiles up a storm now. More for her daddy then me :( Soon I will win her over tho! After all I am the one she has to spend the majority of her time with! Soon she will realize the power I have and she will smile at me!!! HAHAHA :P
Im doing well. Still on Prozac. Taking one a day now instead of two! Also on Zantac cause I worked me an ulcer from worrying so damn much! (figures)
Weather has been amazing here! :) I mean the rain sucks, but that is part of living in BC , so you get use to it. Had a bonfire on Saturday! AMAZING time. First time I have drank anything since over a year ago!!! So...nothing but good times!! I felt great!!! Wonderful time!!
Bf and I are doing poorly. Im not sure we are going to make it. The feelings we once had for one another are gone. We are hanging on by a thread that honestly, i kinda feel like cutting!!! I just think we are only together for the baby. And its not right , or fair. Especially to her. I dont want her to be in a broken home, I know how that feels and it sucks.
Complicated!!!!
Hope all of you are doing well tho!!!
I will read journals the moment I havea break!!!!!!! :)
SAM
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Well, short entry. Just a little something to let you all know I am still kicking around.
Week has just begun and already I am so dang tired!!! But thats to be expected being a new mom! :) So really I cannot complain!
Amaya is doing wonders. Growing like a weed!! On Friday she was weighed and was 8lbs 13 oz :) So at least I know she is eating!!! Soon she will be a month old :) I cant believe its been almost a month. Time does fly!!! Good thing, yet a bad thing. I love this stage. They are so cute and cuddly and dependent!!! And so much more. But at the same time I cant wait to see her do everything, see everything for the first time!! Such a torn feeling!!
Bad news....she has colic!! Oh my!!!!!!!!!! Its not as bad as I have heard others have it. But its still there, and its still headache worthy. Im still learning that walking away is ok .......but as the days go on and the crying proceeds I learn that much quicker!! HAHA!!!
Im doing good. Not sick anymore !:) Prozac is making me have a body buzz here and there through out the day . Its actually kinda weird. Hoping it goes away sooooooooon! The Zantac seems to be working making my stomach feel better :) Thank GAWD!
Got a car!!! Nothing big. Just a little honda accord. Need something to boot around in when you have a child. YAY to no more work trucks!!!!
So thats all my news since the last time I wrote.
Take care everyone :)
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Glad your l;ittle one is doing good :) She weighs the same as Jackson! I'm sorry she has colic. That's a hard thing to handle, but remember that it won't be forever. Hang in there! Congrats on the car!
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Glad to hear that you and Amaya are doing good.
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that's fantastic to great to everything is going well for you! congratulations.
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Wow!
What a busy couple of weeks. Between doctors and visitors and just plain "down" time..... its a wonder I even get online!!!
Being a mom is crazy busy! LOL...not that I was expecting anything short of this. But I do miss online. I miss my DS , my MSN .....my facebook. I <3 the internet....most of my communication with the family is on here...due to the long distance......and I just cant seem to catch a break to get on here!!! And by the time she is down for the night.....I was out 3 hours earlier! HAHAHA
Im sorry I am lacking in all this guys. Once I get a schedual going and I am fully adjusted to this new lifestyle, I will have more time!!!
But quick update... Back on my Prozac. Seems to be doing some good. The odd panic attack and not even full blown most of the time! YAY!! Cause I was getting sick of getting them!!! Also taking Zantac...I guess all my stomach problems was due to an ulcer, and now that Im medicating that....I can eat a little more and keep it down!! Still not as much as I would like to eat....but I am eating ! WOO HOO!
Amaya is doing GREAT! She is in the habit of crying non stop for no apparant reason.....testing my patience early I suppose. But Im dealing with it better then I thought I would :P HAHA!! Not as bad when its your own kid!!!! Her motor skills are great! she is only 3 weeks old today and she can somewhat hold her head up for a period of time. She at times grabs her bottle and holds it her self!!! She is just awesome!! And I am falling more in love with her everyday!!!
And I now officially do not know what sleep is. I mean I get a few hours ......but I do miss my old sleeping ways!!! *sighs* Man I love Mommy hood :D
Take care everyone!!
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Sounds like you have been buisy... It also sounds like you are doing better with you panic attacks. Parenthood is a great thing and hey you can sleep in 18 years ;)... I hope to become a dad someday :). I know what you mean though about the buisy life and no time for extra stuff like msn and facebook. I try to set aside a bit of time each day to get on here as this website is such a great resource and alot of great people and great support. Your panic attacks will get better and better with time and you seem very strong.Take care. Trevor,
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glad your little one is doing so well :) Babies are an absolute amazing thing! It's scary with how much you can love them!
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ha! all our kids fart, and it's pretty darn cute. (not so cute for us adults tho, bummer)... ;) thanks for the posts.
DJH
i'm sorry to hear about you and your bf. try to do whats best for the baby and a lot of times that usually is splitting up. i will be praying for you though., glad your little one is doing good :)
atlmommy
Good to hear the baby is doing great...you need to do what is best for you and the baby.Dont worry about getting on here like you use to...Just pop in when you can :) you will get more time as the baby gets older.
Lamboman