Journal Entry for September 15, 2008
i am so pissed right now it is not even funny dman it i am so mad
is feeling Horrible
what is there to do?
well lets see i love animals my fav animal is a duck :) and i love watching movies horror is my fav but i like all kinds :) i also love to shop at the mall of course im a girl :) and if u want to know more let me know i am also shy so it is hard for me to talk to people about how i feel u know but my parents help me and family
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i am so pissed right now it is not even funny dman it i am so mad
well today was a good day i guess it is my b-day next thursday i am looking forward to that i am still looking for the right man but i know now …
i went on a date last night with this guy wow i had a great time and thought we connected and not yet called of emailed me damn this …
hi everyone just taking 1 day at a time i am feeling a little better but not 100% yet i dont think that could happen right now
i gained 5 …
i dont know why guys have to be asshole tell u 1 thing then say ohh i am sorry but i dont think it would work
do they know how much that hurts a …
i am a girl with depression i have had it since i was 8 i have very low self-esteem cry and get my feelings hurt very easy i tryed to commet suicide 2 times and i have been in the hospital twice what makes me the saddest is when i think i am going to be alone they i start crying like crazy then i think of what my mom says god has someone out there for everyone i feel a little better after i think of that i find myself crying sometimes for hours i use to sleep alot sometimes all
i found out i had type 2 diabetes when i was 23 it sucks my mom and my doctor think the reason i got it is b/c of a med i use to take Seroquel so if u havent taken this med dont it make u gain weight real bad and i might give u type 2 diabetes so me and my family are going to take things into action we found a lawer that can help us out :)