Journal Entry for April 2, 2007
April 2, 2007 8:18pm
Really depressed...I feel like I'm walking around in the past and I can't find the doorway to get out...my husband says maybe I need to find a key …
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Janiem
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About Me
isolation, HepC, Live with chronic pain which forces me to reach out Spiritually. Experienced incest at 5 and watched my mother brutally beaten by my father and left for dead alone with me...I couldn't help her and mentally dissapeared for the first time. Spent the next 2 years in foster homes..Was never able to trust anyone since and afraid of everyone & everything..Turned to drugs & alchohol at 13 and away I went..MY PTSD has gotten worse in the last 7 years since my mom & dad died. IN therapy for a year now thank God or Budda ;) Things are getting so much better now. Sober for 18 years
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creating, making journals
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Journal Entry for March 31, 2007
March 31, 2007 8:51am
This morning at 5:00 am 7 years ago Mom was finally able to release her earthly body...It took her 36 days without food to do her work and finally …
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Journal Entry for March 21, 2007
March 21, 2007 4:43pm
A few hours of sunshine today...does wonders for one's outlook on life...maybe it's time to leave the coast and move where it doesn't rain 9 months …
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Journal Entry for March 20, 2007
March 20, 2007 5:28pm
This depression hit a few days ago and I slept all day yesterday...Wish I had something positive to put out here but I don't so I think I'll leave it …
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Journal Entry for March 16, 2007
March 16, 2007 11:05pm
I've been told my biggest problem is I won't reach out...To much pride I guess, but it seems to be the season of change & healing..thank you for the …
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Hi I haven't been online in a long time and thought I would just say Hi. Hope life is treating you well.
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My thoughts and prayers are with you. I hope your ok.
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hey janie let me know if you come back!
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just stopping in to see how you are and say hi.
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Hi it has been a while since I have heard from you. I hope everything is going OK for you.
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incest,alcoholic family abuse, death of parents 8 months apart from brain cancer triggered my ptsd in 2000. Have been in therapy dealing with it since...
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Close Hepatitis C
Had it for 35 years from a blood tranfusion..No treatment because of depression and anxiety attacks. Am becoming symtomatic this last 5 years.. chronic pain which leads me back to drug addiction.
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