princess123's Journal

hi..all its me Destiny!!! sorry I have not been on lately..been down in the dumps again..but I did accomplish 2 big things this week that I wanted to share with my ds friends on here..first thing is I went to my first phsycology appointment today...it was ok..the therapist is nice, but I am still real nervous, and overwhelmed to have to talk about my childhood abuse and stuff like that..YUKKY!!! she is nice but not very available when I need her...I left a message the other day needing her to call me and she never did...that was kinda disappointing..and she also said that she checks her emails every few days..so she would not be able to respond the same day..is that rejecting me??? or is she just busy?? I need a therapist that can be there for me..should I mention how i feel to her now or is it to early??? I feel that is the whole purpose of therapy to be there for your patient...so let me know what yall think soon please..and also I had my first workout at curves yesterday!!! yeah...I did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was a struggle to get there but they were very nice!!!!!!! and supportive....so thats my good news for this week..YEAH!! I am so sore today from my workout..so YEAH FOR DESTINY!! please give me some advice asap on the therapist...cuz I made an appointment for next week but I am not sure if I want to go again..have a wonderful day and look forward to reading your advice soon..hugs!!!!