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Journal Entry for November 22, 2007 Mood

Thursday, November 22, 2007

HI..all its Destiny...I have been so busy at work, have not had time to write..so I was off today and thought I would get back in touch with my ds friends..things are going good at work, but my feelings have been a little confusing lately...I feel I am not deserving of good things happening to me...I guess thats the depression talking..but I am not giving up on my job..everyone at my job treats me nice, and my Dr. is very proud of me for not self-sabotaging myself by missing work or not showing up...I have not missed one day of work..I hate these stupid feelings..but I wanted to share them with you and keep you updated on my progress at work..any advice on how to get over those stupid feelings would be much appreciated...keep in touch with me ds friends.. I miss ya a lot...hugs for all

Destiny

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I'm glad that you are going to work everyday and showing up everyday, thats a great work ethic! I'm proud of you too. Feelings come and feelings go, just remeber that they aren't truth and not to buy into the lie that they might represent. I suggest just getting them all out, the specifics, on paper or in your journal here. It helps for me to just talk to anyone, someone about whats going on so that I know I'm not the only one carying my burdens... Know that I'm praying for you and that I love you bunches!
Much love and HUGS
Rachael

CrzyPurpleChic
So glad you're enjoying work hun. If you ever need to talk i am here for you x

stix24
"I feel I am not deserving of good things" - Destiny, stay busy girl and aggressively ignore this noise in your brain. You can't stop your neurons from offering up little nuggets like this - they bubble up in all of us. But you need not dwell on them or give them an ounce of credibility. Would you agree with anyone else on DS who had the same thoughts? Would you for a second agree that anyone here "doesn't deserve good things"? No, you wouldn't. And of course, it is absurd in your case as well. Ignore, ignore, ignore. The little white dog hath spoken and you are under orders to enjoy your damn life. Do not defy the terrier. You will be licked all over your face for an eternity if you violate his commandments. It will tickle. :)

Mario07
We all deserve good things for us. Some of us struggle to achieve at that point more. Sucks but i know how u feel. Seems like it comes easier for others and harder for some... keep up the good work about attending work. your work ethic is a start and sooner or later good things will come to you because of that. Thumbs up for you girl.

dgray