is feeling Good
Well after 23 years of marriage my husband decided he wasn't happy, we talked and I thought things were getting better and then he lost his temper and blew up at me. I knew I couldn't live like that, no matter how much I love someone, I will not take abuse and even though he physically never abused me, it was verbal abuse and really I would rather be hit than someone say negative things to me. He really needs help and has proven how much since we seperated. He denies he is bi-polar but I really believe he is. He went to a counselor...once...and he said he wasn't bipolar. I don't believe it can be diagnosed that fast. Bipolar is in his family. He wanted to work things out after I left, he was telling me one thing and our kids something else. So it has been a roller coaster for me, but I know I need to move on. so here I am!
I like being outdoors, whether it is working, playing, watching a sports game...I just like the outdoors. I have started working out, gotta get myself back in shape, to feel better about myself and for my health! I'm not getting any younger :)
July 4, 2008 10:45pm
Well, its been a very long time since I have been on here, just been very busy with my daughter - but she has graduated HS and getting ready to leave …
The divorce was final on 6/17. I'm buying a new home, gong into my final year of school & starting a whole new life. I can only wish things would slow down. You sound good! Hope all is great for you! Hugs.
I haven't been on-line for awhile. School,divorce,life just makes me crazy. Well, so that first dabble into dating sounds like it was ok. Honestly, I'm not sure if I could it right now. This guy in my watercolor class is trying to get my attention. I'll talk with him, but I won't encourge him. I'm just not ready to include another guy into my life yet. I need to get my stuff together. Let me know how it's going! Hugs!
Howdy Texas
You go girl! I'm so excited for you! Take happiness where you can get it. I've been really crunched for time these past 2 weeks. I'm using this time to catchup on DS. Let me know how it went! I haven't dated in 30 years & I'm really concerned about it. Do you ever forget? I'm wishing you tons of happiness!
Just sending some support your way. Hope things are looking up for you. Hugs!
The man I loved and thought I would be with the rest of my life turned out sucky!!! I promise I don't have a bad attitude but it felt good to say that!! I have been through the worse 2 years of my life, my very best friend from High School passed away and then my Daddy passed away. Now a divorce. As much as I loved my best friend and my Daddy and miss them, I believe this is worse - I still see him and will because of our kids, so its like it really isn't ending.
I want to lose about 50lbs, I lost alot right after I filed for divorce but it is sneaking back up....I weigh 218 and 5'6 - I am debating how Iam going to do this, I thnk through Sparkpeople and hope I have friends on here that will go along with me!
