wow, what a day!.....when it rains …
wow, what a day!.....when it rains it pours....that is all i can say, oh and Thanks Lord for this day! What is wrong …
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I did it again....I began texting him. I asked him if he wanted it to be over....he said...he was moving on. I asked him if he had had a date for New Year's Eve...he said he hadn't but that he had been introduced to someone. I asked him if he had kissed her. He replied that if I didn't want to know the answer not to ask....again he said he was moving on, no different to what I had done....he was referring to that guy kissing me at the bar a few weeks ago.... He then texted & said that he hadn't kissed her or even set up a date with her yet. I called him after that & I was proud of myself because I stayed calm. I told him that if he wanted to date her to go ahead...it will actually help me to move on.
I told him that I am sorry that he feels the way he does but that I cant force "us" on him....
I'm so sad but there are no tears. I can feel the tension in my neck but I feel strangely calm.... Is this acceptance? Insanity, maybe....I dont know anymore... :(
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i will pray for you...and it might be normal to not cry right now...you might be in shock and need time to process...i'm sure you will feel more emotions over time....hugs!
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