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pam96's Journal

Still kicking...:) Mood

Friday, May 9, 2008

I dont journal much these days. I guess I'm preferring to not think about everything much & this makes me think.

I've been doing ok lately although just the past 2 days, I've been thinking about him more than I would care to. PMSing, maybe...lol

Still off work & have been enjoying this time. I'm dreading having to return on the first of June but it will only be for 3 months because I am still determined to go to school in September. I still have no idea how I will do it financially but I have faith that I will manage.

I have been dabling a bit with an online dating site. It is entertaing & I'm comforted to know that if I were interested in sex, I could have my choice of numerous "under 25yr.olds" lol....

The men my age that I have met for coffee have been interesting...not interested in any of them though. I think I may be way too picky in what I'm looking for this time around but I know I will not settle ever again. I have to say that I am blown away by how many guys still think they can find the bare foot & pregnant while chained in the kitchen type....do they still exist??

Those ones are clearly put off by my "screw you" attitude!

Anyways...I am in no hurry to meet "Mr. Right". I will take all the time in the world til Mr. Right for Me comes along. I am actually enjoying singledom now & enjoy being my own person. It does get lonely at times but then I chat with some idiot on the dating site, crawl into my bed all by myself, stretch out & thank God that I have a mind of my own, and the possibilities that lie ahead for me.

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thanks for the update girl!

yes, your are right...thank God you have a mind of your own...and you can hope for a bright future! i believe you and i am glad to see you are believing in yourself!

hugs and love to you sweet beautiful one!

BeautyforAshes
Keep on keepin' on!! I am glad to see you a little more up!! Hugs...........

mark61
You have come a long way and it is great to see it. Life is often lived in a rush mode and it is great that you feel you don't need to rush. I know what you mean by the lonely times but right now it is only an amount of time that will be. Keep faith that God is watching over you and will bring that person to you and when it happens you will know and you will be ready.

keepthehope