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    About Me

    Singing is my solace. My puppy dogs, my friend 'George', my brother and my dad are my lifelines.

    Interests

    Music, theatre, teaching, reading, animals, the environment.

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  • Journal

    • Ups and Downs

      Mood May 8, 2008 11:32am

      What is it? What drives us? What makes us feel good or even ok one day and fight for energy and life the next? Even within the space of a few hours. …

    • a little bit of light....

      Mood March 29, 2008 12:23pm

      There is a little bit of light....I couldn't take it anymore tonight...the loneliness...so I texted a few people, about 4 or 5, with details of …

    • Apologies

      Mood March 29, 2008 7:01am

      Hi everyone. It's just been brought to my attention by a friend that I had the incorrect age on my profile. I really want to apologise to …

    • Minor improvement....

      Mood March 26, 2008 10:38am

      There has been a minor improvement....still....I can feel the weight of the world on my shoulders. Questions......Why? Why bother? Who givesa ####? …

    • It grows.....

      Mood March 26, 2008 12:12am

      The void grows ever closer.....ever stronger. Nothing and noone seems to get through it. They try....but in vain.

      My darkness continues to crowd me …

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      From havanagirl April 19

      Hey mamacita is friday so make some plans and have some fun, stay strong in christ sis and i'm keeping you in my prayers as usual:)

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      From havanagirl March 30

      you're very welcome beautiful not a problem, hope all is well with you sweeti and many blessings to you:)

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      From EaglSoaring March 29

      I'm glad you have Buffy and Lucy. I wish I knew how to help you rather than managing to alienate you all the time! I still think of you as a friend

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      From MISTYKAT March 26

      the biggest of all for you and it truesly comes from my heart straight to you

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      From havanagirl January 19

      Hi sweet heart how you doing? hope you have a blessed day:)

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  • Goals

    Progress

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    Current Weight (KGs)
    118
    Body Mass Index (BMI)
    39
  • Support Groups

    • Close Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      What's to tell. Great Dad...mum was mainly ok but a fair bit of shit... and....shit happens.

      Treatments

      Celexa Working / Worked
      Was on it for 6 months. Worked well for most of that. Most helpful part of it to begin with was the nausea and weight loss. Not on it anymore....stopped working.
      Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
      Too far down to make it work yet.
      Effexor Not Working
      Didn't work for me. MAJOR doped out on it. TOTALLY non-functional.
      Lexapro Working / Worked
      Seems to be doing part of the job.
      Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
      Helps sometimes. Sometimes it a load of shit.
      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      See Positive Thinking
      Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
      Stopped the anxiety then nearly slowed me down to a stop so I'm off it now.
      Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
      Family is hours away and mostly don't 'get it'. Only a few close friends who I trust.
      Writing Working / Worked
      When I have the motivation to make it happen it works.
      Edronax Working / Worked
      As with Lexapro...helps.
      Lithium Working / Worked
      Backs up the Edronax and Lexapro.
      Walking Not Working
      Helps when I have the motivation. I don't have a car anymore and the nearest beach, where I LOVE to walk is a 20 minute bus ride away. My dogs love it there too but I can't take them on the bus. Major bummer. Hate walking around where I live.
    • Close Eating Disorders

      It's all in the Depression one

      Treatments

      Dietitian Consult Considering
      Lexapro Working / Worked
      Overeaters Anonymous (OA) Considering
      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Back Pain

      Hurt my back 15 years ago. I've never been the same. I now have 2 or 3 bulging discs in my back.

      Treatments

      Heat Somewhat Helpful
      Stretching Somewhat Helpful
      Celebrex Working / Worked
      My life would be unbearable without it.
    • Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

      Still suffer this from time to time from shit I went through as a kid.

      Treatments

      Art Somewhat Helpful
      Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Not Working
      Effexor Not Working
      Didn't help me.
      Guided Imagery Considering
      Music Working / Worked
      When I can motivate myself to sing it helps.
      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      Rape Counseling Somewhat Helpful
      Reading Somewhat Helpful
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      no longer on this but it helped for a while.
      Talking Working / Worked
      Getting harder to find people who know how to listen to this shit.
      Edronax Working / Worked
      Lexapro Working / Worked
      Lithium Working / Worked
    • Open Family & Friends of Cancer Patients

      My brother died 1 year ago today. He was 50. He only knew he had cancer for the last 2 months and 3 weeks of his life but it was eating away at him for 2 to 3 years without proper diagnosis. It wasn't for a lack of symptoms but for the lack of a doctor who actually knew what he was doing. Yes...my brother may be alive or at least, may have lived longer if his doctor had listened and done his job properly. Instead, I am without a brother, our father is without a son and his kids without a dad.

    • Open Hypermobile Syndrome

      People used to freak out when I sat down as a kid. My legs, from the knee down, would be flat on the floor and at right angles to the rest of my legs and body.

    • Open Ankylosing Spondylitis

      Not much to tell. Went to the doc about pain and tingling in my arm and along with another VERY rare condition, discovered that I also have zero cartilage between C2 & 3 and C3 & 4

      Treatments

      Celebrex Somewhat Helpful
      Cant tip my head backwards. Lots of clicking in my neck when I turn my head. My mum also had this.
    • Open Thoracic Outlet Syndrome

      Went to the Doc with severe pain, tingling and numbness in my arms and fingers. After an X-ray, she told me I had not 1 but 2 extra Cervical Ribs which were putting pressure on my nerves and the blood supply to my arms and hands. Bloody painful. Couldn't sit front on to a table or desk (including PC) if I want to use my right arm. The severity comes and goes but at it's worst, I had to sit side on to the computer to use the mouse and forget two handed typing.

      Treatments

      Physical Therapy Considering
      Havent been to the physio yet...the waiting periods are ridiculous. I suspect it wont be long before I dont have a choice though. I can feel it getting worse again each day.
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