Some idea
June 20, 2008 3:49pm
I've been doing a lot of reading about verbal abuse and now at least I have some idea about what is going on, and I have shared this information …
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About Me
Neuroscience Research technician on contract, BSc. in Psychology, spiritual but not religious, love bugs, learning, medicine and understanding human behavior.
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Working out, rock climbing, reading, watching movies, playing pool, going dancing, doing yoga, running, etc.
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June 22
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deoxyribose replied to rebelkev’s discussion post just need advice in the Physical & Emotional Abuse support group 9:37pm
If you can get those books I mentioned before, or anything on verbal abuse for that matter, it helps…
June 21
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deoxyribose replied to rebelkev’s discussion post just need advice in the Physical & Emotional Abuse support group 11:59am
Cibolo is absolutely right and if you could read those books he's recommending, particularly anything…
June 20
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deoxyribose wrote a journal entry: Some idea 3:49pm
I've been doing a lot of reading about verbal abuse and now at least I have some idea about what…
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deoxyribose turned 30 12:00am
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Journal Entry for May 16, 2008
May 16, 2008 5:02pm
He said that constantly pointing it out when he feels I am wrong about something is his way of helping me to be well grounded. Can you believe that? …
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Journal Entry for May 15, 2008
May 15, 2008 10:38pm
I told him I need a break from him and to go to a friends house for a night and he left his keys like he's never coming back. We've only been …
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Can't take anymore
May 15, 2008 12:01pm
This morning he started another fight by getting mad at me when he assumed I was ignoring him because he didn't hear me when I answered his …
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Journal Entry for May 14, 2008
May 14, 2008 2:49pm
So last night at 12:30am, I talked in my sleep. He was snoring and I woke myself up when I started turning over roughly saying "Stop it!" …
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you are right. thankyou - speak again soon. in the famous words of jerry springer... be good to yourself, and others
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GOt big plans for New Years EVe?
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Hope your doing good surviving on little sleep.
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Thanks! I just read it, but am getting so tired right now, my sleeping pills are kicking in...Will comment on it later.
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Interesting Field you are in...Have you gained any insight into the PTSD neurochemistry, neurophysiologic make-ups?? There are a few of us on the board trying to dissect PTSD and dissect the meds...we have gained a lot of insight so far into it...any insight you might have gained would be helpful as well!
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Support Groups
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
I keep dating rageaholics, like my dad, and no matter how many times I leave them, there are a dozen more out there waiting for me.
Treatments
- Leave Not Working
- I keep finding men who will abuse me.
Close Anger Management
I am angry almost constantly. No one will stay around me for very long as a consequence, friends, family or loved ones. I lose everyone eventually.
Open Depression
Type: Post Partum DepressionDown for no reason a lot. Been diagnosed with Depression, SAD and PTSD.
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- Got into a car accident on this one
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Not Working
- Been in therapy like this since age of 13, still feel the same.
- Effexor Not Working
- Massive headache
- Elavil Not Working
- Racing heart
- Meditation Not Working
- Paxil Not Working
- Zombie
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Cannot do it anymore in this state
- Prozac Not Working
- Headaches
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Writing Not Working
- Zoloft Not Working
- Zombie
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Effexor Not Working
- Guided Imagery Somewhat Helpful
- Music Working / Worked
- Calm music
- Paxil Not Working
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Reading Working / Worked
- Remeron Working / Worked
- But then I overdosed on it, so I am not allowed to take it anymore
- Talking Working / Worked
- Zoloft Not Working
Open Scoliosis
My back was in the shape of a perfect S. I have had a variety of health problems because of this condition.
Open Healthy Relationships
Looking for information on how to have a healthy relationship.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Discussion after arguments clears things up a lot.
Open Nutrition
I find that a lot of foods affect my mood and I hope to find the perfect balance so I may be emotionally stable one day.
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- Eliminating wheat gluten made a big, positive difference.
Open Insomnia
At my worst, I was sleeping 1h a night for a month.
Treatments
- Counting Sheep Working / Worked
- Sometimes it works, most times it doesn't.
- Meditation Working / Worked
- The point of meditation isn't to fall asleep, but I have.
- Dramamine Working / Worked
- Its the same ingredient found in over the counter sleeping pills so yeah it works but is still addictive.
