Journal Entry for July 15, 2008
July 15, 2008 4:08pm
I'm hurting deep inside. Its so deep I can't reach it. I can't reach the pain and pull it out but its just there. It tells me to do …
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Medway’s Profile
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About Me
I am Jules. I cause nothing but trouble...I wish I had someone to cuddle and protect me.
Interests
I love God, Sport and writing. I love helping others and trying to be kind to people.
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Journal Entry for July 1, 2008
July 1, 2008 5:37pm
I'm not ok. 48 hours ago I was in A and E because I lost it and cut too deep. 11 stiches, many thousand of erges later I am lyingt in bed …
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Journal Entry for June 15, 2008
June 15, 2008 12:34pm
Not doing so well recently. My stutter is so bad that I just don't talk. When I do talk I try just to nod and shake. Its so horrible. I'm …
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Journal Entry for May 30, 2008
May 30, 2008 10:20am
HAD REALLY DODGY LAST COUPLE OF DAYS! Watch this though...it made me smile :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RgZuHlDuulk
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Support Groups
Close Depression
I feel rubbish and sad the whole time...I htink it would be best for everyone if I wasn't around...
Treatments
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Prozac Too Soon to Tell
- I have the liquid stuff...it doesn't taste so good!
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I love my therapist. I like my phyciatrist but she scares me a little
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- It is ok ones I am exercising. But getting motivated to do it is difficult.
Close Depression - Teen
I have depression. I feel really rubbish and sad. I have tried to end it a few times...it didn't work so well as you can tell. I hate feeling so horrible and I would kinda just like to die...i'm sorry if that sounds bad.
Treatments
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Prozac Too Soon to Tell
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Risperdal Somewhat Helpful
Open Self-Injury
I do it to tell myself off for being a bad person. It helps me with my emotional pain inside me.
Treatments
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- I have a lovely therapist. She is so nice to me and she helps me a lot.
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
Open Stuttering
I have depression. Whenever I have a really bad day, I stutter so badly that to get a hwole sentence out takes about five mins. Each word is repeated about 7 times.
Open Panic Attacks
I have tingly fingers and have this breathing panic attack where I can't breath. They are not dangrerous. But I also have these fits were I shake and do crazy things like try and run away while crawling and shaking randomly...its really scary.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
Open Adoption
I was adopted. I feel like it is my fault. No one can really tell me why I was adopted, they say they don't know. I have three sisters but I don't know two and write to one. She sounds amazing! One day I would like to meet them all. My adoption makes me feel sad.
Open Personality Disorders
I have BPD and being only 14, its really hard. I am really seldestructive because I hate myslef. I feel really sad and lonely.
Treatments
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
Open Epilepsy & Seizures
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