Journal Entry for October 9, 2007
October 9, 2007 5:42pm
This all started in July. I was helping my husband look for his SS card. I found a business card in the wallet. Looked kind of bizarre so I asked …
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Married nine years. I am a mother of two beautiful boys. I was a teacher and took time off after my second was born. I used to be very trusting and do everything for anyone who needed something done. Since this experience I unfortunately have become very hard. I am trying to slowly get back to who I was but have realized how cruel and heartless others can be even when you feel like you are giving your all to make everyone happy.
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My family, running, getting back to who I used to be.
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these men need to feel that very pain we have been put through
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Your story reminds me of me.. I had my suspicions and I allowed myself to believe so many lies. I have a hard time with the. i actually suspected over 2 years ago and he was with her at that very time! There have been so many lies that I don't have much trust and can't understand how someone can live with themselves and so many lies or if I can live with someone with this lack of character. Now I am supposedly the center of his universe blah, blah blah...he would do anything for me (but now counseling!). I am never allowed to mention the A in any respect because it makes HIM feel bad! "I have no idea what it is like to cause someone so much pain" (were was that sentiment during the 2+ years he had the A?). He tells me they have not talked since but she left a note on his car (I guess she didn't consider that I might be with him which I was) telling him she misses him and needs to see him because she can't live without him. She also does some drive bys to try to see him. I feel bad about my self and what kind of a person I am because i want her to be in excruciating, unbearable pain... like I am. Anyway your story touches me and I want to show you support and wish the best for you. The trouble is we don't always even know what that would be! All these people on this sight in such pain because our spouses were so selfish. It's hard to accept that the person who should love you and care for you most of all is the one who hurt you most of all. If they want us so much and are so disraught (sp?) over the prospect of losing us why did they risk us to be with another. I will never figure that out and I am in a real anger stage now.
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I feel your pain. Take care of yourself and your kids first.
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I feel your hurt.
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Close Infidelity
My husband of 9 years has been cheating on me for the past 14 months. I found out, he said that it is over but I am having trouble beliving that.
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- Couples Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- While we are there and talking it is great. When I am by myself I just think and think. I get so angry and hurt.
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