Journal Entry for February 15, 2007
I can kick myself in the pants -- why is it when he calls I run over there to his house!! I've had a melt down this week and was so …
is feeling Bad
I'm a Food Supervisor, and I'm off every other week. I'm french and come from Maine orginally. I write poetry, I'm a romantic and express myself with ease on paper and I'm upfront with my feelings and my emotions. I love to read, and enjoy going to the movies, and going out to eat. I go visit my family in Maine as often as I can. I enjoy traveling when I can - and my dream is to go on a cruise and going to Hawaii.
I can kick myself in the pants -- why is it when he calls I run over there to his house!! I've had a melt down this week and was so …
I had a rough weekend - I finally got my stuff out of his place! And I ended up in tears - and he always makes me feel so unimportant! I …
even tho I started having a bad morning and ended up in tears. I know this man could not give anything emotionaly. somehow -- I'll …
Today I'm having a sad day. I just don't know sometimes if things will get better. Was it me?? Do I want to much from a relationship?? …
I hate feeling this way, I feel so alone. I have no one to talk to and my family lives in Maine. I know this was an unhealthy …
Hope you feel better
Hope everything is O.K.! Haven't heard from you in a while! When you have the time write to me.Just be happy! Love Boop
NEVER give up hope. I think everyone would like to have a lifemate in our senior years for all the different reasons we wanted them in our youth. I believe there is someone for everyone and I too am searching for that special someone.
Here's a "Kitty's back" hug for you! Keep on keeping on, we love ya!
Sending a great big hug your way! Hope you are okay and keeping your head up.
I just ended a two years and two months relationship. Gosh where do I start, we were totally different. We did not enjoy life as a romantic couple should. He hated everything I enjoyed. He worked six days a week and the day we had together was dull and empty. He never gave me a compliment, never held my hand or walk with me - he hated going to the movies for there was nothing good these days playing anyway was his opinion. He hated going out to eat - he hated everything
I have suffered from depression for at lest 15 years and it seems to get worst time if I'm into a unhealthy relationship. It takes me so long to get out of them and I seem to be dependent of them. I have recently just ended a two year relationship which was once of the most unloving and unemotionaly I've ever have been into. I finally have ended it. Gosh why is it at Sixty that I just don't seem to get it. I want someone in my life, but would like a healthy relationship.
I am Sixty, and I have tried to meet Men on the personals. I also attend sometimes Singles dances. I've had no luvk on Match, Yahoo, and it seems most of the men just want to play for the moment. I want the forever kind of relationship build on communication, trust, loyalt,affection, and laughter. I'm very out going, and would just like to find a sweet relationship. Is love still possible in my sixty's.
I have been fighting depression for fifteen years on and off - I get worst I've realized when I'm in a toxic relationship! Thinking there love would make me happy. Why am I so emotionley depedent?? Why can't I learn from one mistake after another?? Well being sixty -- will I ever get it half way right! You know the answer in your heart and your insight tells you better. What can't I learn to listen to my gut feeling?? Sometimes I actully have good days --