Journal Entry for February 20, 2008
February 20, 2008 10:45pm
god i miss my friends... god i miss them all. God I miss feeling secure, feeling ok, feeling like things were ok things would work out. …
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J1980
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27. have been fighting depression, ocd and social pobia for some time. Also struggaling with self hate issues, and god knows what else. But woking on my issues everyday.
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getting back into the social world, fishing, camping, hiking, music, movies, video games, reading, crosswords, sudoku, go (though not very good), love doing things with friends but don't have any, yet, in the city. Food, getting my life under control...LoL
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Journal Entry for January 15, 2008
January 15, 2008 5:46pm
Started my online english composition coarse yesterday and my first assignment is to write an essay about myself. there is little about me or …
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Journal Entry for January 10, 2008
January 10, 2008 10:36am
Reality check. Am 27 have no friends that i can meet or do things with. No job. Nada and it is not getting any better regardless …
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Drop me a line to let me know your still alive! Are you in hiding from me. LOL Looks like you haven't been here in awhile...... I wonder why. No internet perhaps. HMM?? Your not in jail are you? Give me a clue as to where you've been. I miss our chats. Till we talk again. Bye
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dropping by to say HI! Miss ya! Been busy. Broke up with bf, moved, kids, business. Been crazy. I've quit my meds and am doing better. Drop me a line to let me know how u are!
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionstarted getting depressed a few years ago, as a result i lost my ex girlfriend who i still miss greatly, my friends and live with my mom.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Too Soon to Tell
- Effexor Somewhat Helpful
- helps the ocd, but not much the depression
- Geodon Not Working
- horrible, attempted suicide on it nearly died.
- Seroquel Not Working
- did not work, had bad side effects.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- complicated
Close Anxiety
have social anxiety so bad that when out with my sis i could hardly talk. When alone it is almost unbearable at times.
Treatments
- Breathwork Somewhat Helpful
- not always that effective
- Klonopin Somewhat Helpful
- still have trouble going out, and can hardly talk to people.
- Lexapro Not Working
- had bad side effects
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
well simply put my mom has been and still is very abuse. She has been physically abusive to me in the past and is horribly mentally abusive. She will act nice and try and help out for a little then just lash out or say i am going to kill myself, not to mention god knows what else she has said since she got devorced, i was 13.
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Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
freak out and obsess about almost everything particularly going out and being social. Feel there is something very wrong with me or that there is something seriously wrong with me. As a result I struggle to cope with just about everything in everyday life. I often avoid things as a result and feel i am no good at anything. I stress about the future, the past, everything...it is sooo bad.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Too Soon to Tell
- Lexapro Not Working
- did not help
- Effexor Somewhat Helpful
Open Panic Attacks
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Open Phobia
Type: Agoraphobia (fear of open spaces)J1980 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Schizophrenia
been diagnosed with schizoeffective disorder. Still trying to understand and cope with things.
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