novocaineproject’s Profile

Open Shyness

i cant really deal with people at all i just kind of shy away from them i guess its from fear of rejection

Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery

i pretty much smoke pot atleast 5 days a week and normally from the moment i wake up

Open Healthy Relationships

i've never really had a decent relationship and to be honest im starting to give up with the idea lol

Open Anxiety

ummmm i have o.c.d and i guess social society im pretty much scared of most social situations expecially with people i dont know

Open Self-Injury

i get angry/depressed and normally end up putting cigeretes out on my self its mainly because i'd rather hurt myself than somebody else

Open Insomnia

for the past 6-8 years or so i've never really been able to get a proper nights sleep unless i've been drunk normally i lay in bed and cant close my eyes

Open Phobia
Type: Social Phobia

i pretty much have a fear of people and rejection buti guess thats pretty normal

Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Relative

alot of people that i was close to died when i was a kid i never really let them go

Treatments

Getting Angry Working / Worked

Helping Others Working / Worked

Music Working / Worked

Scrapbooking Working / Worked

Time Working / Worked

Open Autism / Autism Spectrum

both of my little brothers have autism

Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery

i've been smoking for about ten years now

Treatments

Cold Turkey Not Working

Nicotine Patch Not Working

Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

i guess i've suffered from emotional abuse from my old man he used to threaten to commit suicide and other things nad make me feel worthless

Treatments

Music Working / Worked

Open Panic Attacks

i had my first panic attack today in the middle of a packed tube station in camden....fucking fun

Open Alcoholism

im trying not to drink so much but it's hard and i tend to drink alot when i do drink really i just wnat to stop drinking completely

Treatments

Willpower Working / Worked