Journal Entry for January 27, 2008
been thinking
sometimes i just want to weep, but i usually don't let myself. i am afraid if i start the tears, they will never stop and i will be …
is feeling Bad
I have been able to go through bulimia, anorexia, and binge eating without anyone else ever diagnosing me. I currently hate my appearance, but i like how strong i am getting from lifting weights. I am trying to lose the fat I put on from trying to stop counting every calorie. I would like to live a long, healthy life and I just need someone who can relate to any of this to talk to sometimes...
been thinking
sometimes i just want to weep, but i usually don't let myself. i am afraid if i start the tears, they will never stop and i will be …
i am sitting here, working on the computer, with a headache. i am trying to not go eat anything, and i am focusing on the reality that i am …
i have been thinking a great deal about holiday and eating. i am having dinner at my home on christmas eve, and i have decided to make a meal that …
my elbow is still not quite right, and it has been annoying me.
also, i have been blowing off the gym more often than not.
i went shopping for a dress …
i am off for the week and plan to do some regrouping.
i have been dealing with a sports injury which has kept me from working out as i normally do, …
Yeah definitely. It does help coming on here but sometimes its difficult to get yourself to. lol
Sorry I've been away for so long. I'm back if you ever need any support. Take Care xxx
Happy Halloween!
Here, here to a smoothe week ahead. Take care.
hope you are having a good week !
Why choose one when you can try them all? Sick humor, but that's the truth. I made it down to 115 pounds at 5'8" and my highest weight was 200 from binge eatng. I just want a healthy relationship with food and my body.