Journal Entry for November 28, 2007
November 28, 2007 1:37am
HELP!!! Part II
I had a long talk with Gary.Where did it get me? Confused! He says he was trying to be helpful because I had said the camera …
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Journal Entry for November 22, 2007
November 22, 2007 3:54pm
I just don't know how to handle things anymore :( Last weekend I had my daughter come down to help me organize my stuff. All my ebay …
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Journal Entry for November 10, 2007
November 10, 2007 2:16pm
Today is Saturday Novermber the 10th. I can't believe how fast time is going. I am sooooo tired. People are already putting up Christmas …
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Journal Entry for October 30, 2007
October 30, 2007 1:45pm
Well here it is Oct. 30. I haven't written in awhile. I have been sick with an awful cold. I am trying to sell my budgies. They are so sweet but …
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Journal Entry for October 11, 2007
October 11, 2007 1:12pm
Updates: Monday was fun. Went shopping with a friend I met at a garage sale in September. Me and my boyfriend seem to have a lot in common with the …
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Thought you might need a hug and hope you start feeling better soon.. love ya friend deb
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Thinking of you girl. Did those little feathered friends go to a good home? Must be getting chilly in your neck of the woods eh? Keep positive, your in my thoughts and prayers. Sandi
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Oh boy, colds make you feel lousy don't they. Sorry to hear your little budgie pals are leaving but, if your not able to look after them and they are going to a good home, they will be fine. Take care of yourself, keep warm.
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Hugs Sharron...How are things with you, feeling any better?
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionDepressed since age 15. major breakdown in 2003. Seeing Psychiatrist since 2003. Psychologist on bi-weekly basis. Still can't shake the depression.
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- without it i'm nuts, but it has not gotten me over the depression
- Effexor Not Working
- Didn't work. Made me feel like I was out of control, off balance. nasty.Stopped taking it.
- Elavil Not Working
- Didn't work
- Paxil Not Working
- IT did absolutely nothing for me. Stopped taking it.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- When I can remember to think positively this does help, but only to an extent. It is hard to think happy thoughts when one is depressed.
- Prozac Not Working
- Made me sick to my stomach.Stopped taking it
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- This seems to be helping me talk out my problems and try to figure out how I can get back to doing a normal as possible life routine.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- It seems to be helping but makes me very tired and I gained 50 lbs!!!!!!!!
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- Family does not understand. They think I should snap out of it. Think happy thoughts and it will go away!
- Writing Not Working
- Tried it. It is hard to keep up the momentum when one is depressed. It is depressing writing about your depression. .Makes you more depressed.
- Zoloft Not Working
- Tried it didn't work
Close Arthritis
S1 disc is degenerated. Knees are bone on bone. Unable to walk much. To the car is fine, maybe around the dollar store. Can't stand in line for more than 5 minutes. Can't stand in one place for more than 5 minutes. Pain gets unbearable then :(
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Open Codependency
I'm pretty sure I'm co-dependent. I try to deny it, but I know inside I am. I need people too much. I need acceptance too much. People's opinions of me are more important than my own, their approval is all I seek. Not a good thing is it :( Someone said "I don't want to die alone". That is my cry also," please somebody love me, I don't want to die alone" That's a sickness :(
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- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- I found it depressing. Ended up more as a chatting group or social club, not what I was looking for
- Music Working / Worked
- Music really relaxes me. I was a worship leader at the church for quite a number of years. That was wonderful. but alas that has all gone away now..since my divorce and my nervous breakdown, my arthritis set in...life has changed so much...but music can still help. Music soothes the savage soul.
- Pets Working / Worked
- I have my 2 birds Kingsley and Kiwi. Budgies. Because of my arthritis and depression I'm getting fed up with cleaning the cages and picking up feathers. But it is so cute to hear Kingsley speak when I'm working on the computer :)
- Reading Working / Worked
- Reading is an excellent source of encouragement. My problem is finding the time and energy to do it. The depression stops me from making any effort to do anything beneficial
- Talking Working / Worked
- Talking helps. I see a psychologist every 2 weeks. She helps to keep me focused and encourages me when I stand up for myself. My family members are very controlling so she is a very good supporter for me.
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