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April 1

Tuesday, April 1, 2008 | A General Update story

EVERYTHING HAS BEEN GOING GREAT JUST GIVE OUT ALL THE TIME. WISH I HAD MORE TIME TO CLEAN HOUSE AND SPEND TIME WITH THE FAMILY.I HATE WORKING MONDAY - FRIDAY IT JUST TAKES ALL YOUR TIME UP.

THE GIRLS ARE GROWING SO MUCH AND WE HAVE TO BUY NEW SHOES EVERY TWO MONTHS.CAN'T BELIEVE THEY START SCHOOL IN AUGUST AND MY HUSBAND AND I WENT TO THE SCHOOL LAST WEEK.WE WANTED TO KEEP THEM TOGETHER FOR THE FIRST YEAR AND THE SCHOOL WAS NOT FOR THAT UNTIL SHE KNEW I WAS GOING TO FIGHT FOR MY KIDS AND GO ABOVE HER HEAD IF I HAD TO.I LET EVERYONE IN THE SCHOOL SYSTEM KNOW I HAD A MEETING AND I AM GLAD I GOT THAT OVER WITH.IT WAS MAKING ME SICK TO MY STOMACH THINKING MY KIDS WOULD HAVE TO FACE SCHOOL ALONE AND THEY HAVE NEVER BEEN APART.SHE SAID WHEN I CAME BACK TO SIGN THEM UP FOR SCHOOL LET THEM KNOW I WANT THEM TOGETHER AND THEY WILL.I AM SO HAPPY NOW.

I HAVE TO TELL ABOUT A DREAM I HAD THE OTHER NIGHT. I GUESS YOU ALL KNOW I HAVE HAD TWO MISCARRIAGES.ONE WOULD BE SIX IN OCTOBER AND THE OTHER WOULD TURN FIVE THIS MONTH.I DON'T THINK ABOUT IT MUCH BUT IT STILL THERE AND HOPE THEY ARE HAVING FUN TOGETHER WITH MY GRANDMAW PLAYING BALL OR SOMETHING.THE DREAM WAS ABOUT ONE OF THEM AND IT WAS A BOY WHO WAS ABOUT TO BE SEVEN AND HE LOOKED JUST LIKE MY HUSBAND BUT HE BRUSHED HIS HAIR TO THE SIDE AND HE WAS BEAUTIFUL.I AM GLAD I HAD THIS DREAM KNOWING HE WAS SO HAPPY AND I JUST SIT THERE ADMIRING HIM UNITL I WOKE UP.I TOLD MY HUSBAND ABOUT IT AND I WONDER IF DREAMS DO MEAN ANYTHING AND I SURE HOPE SO BECAUSE I DON'T THINK HE COULD BE ANY HAPPIER.ONE DAY I HOPE I CAN TELL AMBER & AUTUMN THEY HAVE TWO SIBLINGS IN HEAVEN AND THEY ARE WATCHING OVER US.

I THINK THIS IS THE LONGEST I HAVE EVER WROTE.IF MESSY I AM SORRY HAD TO HURRY BECAUSE I AM WORK AND NEED TO GET SOMETHING DONE.

GOD BLESS UNTIL NEXT TIME. I LOVE READING ABOUT ALL OF YOU OUT THERE AND I HOPE GOD BLESSING EACH ONE OF US WITH OUT HEART DESIRE.

MINDY

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Comments

Such a sweet message. I understand about the full time work schedule. We should all protest and demand 25 hour work weeks and 8 weeks of mandatory vacation days. America is a workaholic country!

JenD
I am a believer that dreams mean something and that sometimes loved ones that we lost reach out to us in them. Your dream brought tears to my eyes...I have never experienced the loss of a child and can only imagine how hard it must be. I admire your strength.

pregowithtwins
dreams do mean something. I too admire your strength.

ba2008
I believe your dream means exactly that...the he is happy & loving it with his grandma! My twin nephews are in 5th grade & have been together every year. They are starting to now want to be separated. They both see a counselor (due to chronic med problems) & they suggest that you let twins stay together as long as they want too...I think you are making the right decision. Hope you are get some time for yourself & the fam soon. Many hugs to you!!!

dulcylee