The Xanax is starting to work. Normally I don't stay up this late. Not anymore. Not since I started my new job. I am not very stressed right now. I love Xanax. Without it I wouldn't fall asleep for a long time. I worry too much. I don't really feel like writing in my journal right now. It is too late for deep thought. All day shit runs through my head and I want to get it out on paper but when I sit down to write it is late and I am tired and my thoughts have shifted to something else. I am going to watch the end of my favorite show Breaking Bad. It makes me happy.