mssunshine's Journal

Hey my angel,   I think about you everyday and miss you so much.  Everyone misses you but it is a blessing you dont have to deal with all this hatefulness in the world.  Your brother is 22 now.  I was hoping you were with us to celebrate and I am sure you were.  Your kids are growing so fast and Lil Eric oh my.  He has grown up so much.  I am not sure we are ever going to be complete without you but we sure try.  Jamie has distanced herself but I guess thats not suprising huh?  Josh gets out of jail tomorrow and I know thats going to help your husband a great deal.  Just wish you were here because you know he was looking forward to seeing you too.  Baby I am so sorry I wasn't there to help you that day, I hope you forgive me.  You know we were all at work but as mom I should of known something was wrong.  In a way I think I did but you know how I am about work.  Please forgive me.  Well I just want to tell you I love you and miss you so much.  I think about you everyday and I ask god to give you a hug for me.  Please know this.  I love you Bobbie more than you will ever know.  Kisses babygirl and big big hugs to you.  The kids send you hugs and kisses too.  They love their mommy so much.  We all do.  love mom