mssunshine's Journal

Sunday will be Mothers Day and you are not here again Bobbie.   Samantha is having a hard time too and you know she looked up to you.  Her big sis and best friend is not here for her to talk to her and help her get through her tough times.  The last few days she has been really emtional and I am trying to help but I don't really know what to do or say to her.  I listen and hold her but when it comes to you I fall apart to.  You know she got baptized wow huh?  I am getting baptized the end of the month and I am even going to church.  I need you Jo.  I miss you so badly my heart hurts.  I am going to get the kids Saturday and we will be sending you some balloons so you be watching for them okay.  Oh and Lil' Eric is playing baseball and has a game Saturday, I will be going and then go to work from there.  Your boy is growing so fast you would be so proud of him.  He wants to play this game for you so you be there and cheer him on.  I love you Bobbie and Happy Mothers Day baby.

Thinking of you every day.

Love and miss you

Mom