Journal Entry for June 23, 2008
June 23, 2008 5:55pm
Hey Bobbie, I know you would be crazy about now if you were here. It seems we are on a bad streak or something. I had the kids this …
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About Me
I am a 41 single woman who has raised 4 children alone and have been blessed with 8 beautiful grandkids. I am a supervisor for a packaging company. I live alone and enjoy my grandkids, the outdoors, and riding motorcycles. I just lost my oldest daughter in Feb and it is tearing our family apart. I really miss her dearly but she has left me 3 grandchildren who I see so much of her in them.
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Thursday
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mssunshine gave marie46 a Hug 5:02pm
I am sorry your feeling bad.…
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mssunshine gave marie46 a Hug 5:00pm
Thanks for keeping me in your prayers.…
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mssunshine replied to their discussion post Lost and confused in the Bereavement support group 5:00pm
Yes your right I don't want to get in the middle of issue. I have a hard of time dealing with mine and…
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mssunshine replied to their discussion post Lost and confused in the Bereavement support group 4:19pm
I am not sure if they would attend counseling. I know my son-in-law wouldn't. Him and my daughter are…
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mssunshine wrote a discussion post in the Bereavement support group: Lost and confused 2:49pm
I am not sure where to start. I had asked for advise concerning my son-in-law and I thank you for the…
Wednesday
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mssunshine replied to their discussion post Need Advice in the Bereavement support group 1:11am
You see my son-in-law is complicated. He doesn't want anyone knowing his business and trains the kids…
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mssunshine replied to their discussion post Need Advice in the Bereavement support group 1:11am
You see my son-in-law is complicated. He doesn't want anyone knowing his business and trains the kids…
Tuesday
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mssunshine wrote a discussion post in the Bereavement support group: Need Advice 8:16pm
I am at a stand still with this issue and don't know which way to go. My son-in-law is about to get a…
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mssunshine replied to pebblevalleylane’s discussion post time in the Bereavement support group 8:09pm
Yes I do believe we all can relate to the fact that what was once important is no longer. I feel the…
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mssunshine gave gramma2gavin a Hug 8:07pm
thanks for the flowers, July is a rough month for me considering it is my daughters birth month. Trying…
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Journal Entry for June 10, 2008
June 10, 2008 8:41pm
Hey sweetie, its mom. I hate it that this is the only way I feel I can let you know whats going on. I have not even been to see you in …
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Journal Entry for May 22, 2008
May 22, 2008 4:14pm
Hey my angel,
I finally know what happened to you and no I cannot say I am releived. If only they would of listened to you. I am so …
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Journal Entry for May 9, 2008
May 9, 2008 4:51pm
Sunday will be Mothers Day and you are not here again Bobbie. Samantha is having a hard time too and you know she looked up to you. …
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Journal Entry for April 16, 2008
April 16, 2008 10:45pm
Hey my angel, I think about you everyday and miss you so much. Everyone misses you but it is a blessing you dont have to deal with …
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ChildI am a single mother who has raised her kids and just recently lost my oldest daughter in Feb of 2007. My best friend, my right hand person, my first born. She just turned 25 in July and was not even here to celebrate. She has left me 3 beautiful grandchildren who I see her through them. It just hurts me to know they were there when it happened and they will live with that memory forever. I worry so much about my other three kids. Dealing on a daily basis and hoping to see a light soon.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- After almost a year the tears just come and yes it does help somewhat.
- Getting Angry Not Working
- I use to yell at god, but I don't do that anymore. I just ask him to give her a hug for me. Being angry isn't solving anything.
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- Staying busy just helps my mind stay occupied with something else
- Music Too Soon to Tell
- I listen to alot of the music we listened to together.
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- I ask for strength for myself, her children, her husband, and my other children. Sometimes I can hear her tell me shes okay.
- Remembering Not Working
- I have to remember her. She is everything to me.
- Scrapbooking Too Soon to Tell
- I have posted her on the legacy.com with the paper so people can write and one day I will print them out and make her kids a scrap book. I have also make a dvd with her pictures. We are still in the process of finishing. One day we would like to use it for a slideshow. I still can't bring myself to look at pictures.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- The DS site has been helpful and also a group I attend once a month.
Close Bipolar Disorder
My son was dignoised bipolar when he was 11 years old. I have been through alot with him, and now that he is 21 years old he feels he does not need medication. He has been looking at time in prison and while in jail we lost his big sister. He has changed and I am afraid he will snap one day soon. His two sisters are worried and concerned as well.
Treatments
- Depakote Somewhat Helpful
- He took this when he was younger. I have always noticed a difference when he was on meds.
- Group Therapy Not Working
- He does not like talking in a group. He does not want to admit there is anything wrong.
Open Heart Failure
My daughter passed away suddenly due to her heart so they telll me. They said it was an enlarged heart. She never complained and as far as I know it is not genetic. I want to learn all I can about the heart so I can understand what happened to her.
Open Congenital Heart Disease
Type: OtherMy 24 year old daughter died Feb 9, 2007 due to an enlarged heart. Very sudden, and we had no clue there was anything wrong with her. I spoke to her that morning and she took her baby to the doctor and she sounded fine, to find when I got off work she was gone. Worse day of my life, and will never be the same.
Open Hepatitis C
I was told in 1995 I had Hepatitis C. No treatment as of yet but have been referred for the interferon program and the UK center. I could not afford it of course. I am still okay even though I tire real easy.
